Beneath the Surface

Chapter 13 - Unspoken truth

"Honey, wake up it's noon already!". We get waken up by my mom's voice yelling us awake. 

"I'm tired mom!", I scream back trying to keep her out my room for as long as possible whilst G is rushing into her clothes. The window opens and she clims out just as my mom comes in through the door. 

"Who was that?" 

"No one mom!" 

"Then why is your window open and are there 2 pairs of pj's on your bed. I think we both know you don't sleep in 2 sets honey." 

"It's nothing mom, why do you care." 

"Because I am your mom and I deserve to know who is spending the night at my house. Why don't you tell me it's not that hard and there is no reason to not tell me untill you are hiding something.". 

Dad heard all the comotion going on and stood next to mom. 

"Great now both of you are looking at me!" 

"Princess what are you hiding." 

"Nothing!" I try, I try really hard but I know they will win this battle. 

"Tell us or you're grounded young lady!". That's it, I can't keep it together anymore and I burst out crying. 

"It's nothing I am trying to hide I just feel emberassed about it ok!". 

They share a glance and dad steps forward to hug me.

"Do you have a lover?". I nod yes.

"Then why would you want to hide it?"

"Because. Because it's a girl."

the words come out of my mouth and I sink to the ground on my knees covering my face with my hands. They're crying now too and I can feel mom and dad giving me a hug. 

"It's ok baby, you don't have t feel embarrassed about it." 

"Why don't you call her so we can meet her if you want, so she doesn't have to climb through your window anymore." Dad smiles at me. He looks proud. 

"I don't think I want that yet and I find it hot when she climbs through the window." 

"Oh, you, it's the same smell as before I always found it weird that it was 'new shampoo' it's her perfume." 

"I promise you mom this is the first time she stayed over, but not the first time we spent the night together...this monday I might have snuck out but please please forgive me, I am just exploring my feelings and it's been hard so please forgive me on this one." 

"You snuck out!?" 

"Oh, gosh I am so gonna get grounded. Atleast she can still come over then." I laugh and they seem to follow. 

"You're lucky we love you and that you're such a kind person" 

"And the best daughter we could have wished for" dad adds. 

"I love you guys too.". We head downstairs for breakfast and I call G after.

"Hey honey, I told my parents about it. Not about YOU but about the situation. So we're still secret but they know I am dating a girl nothing more." 

"I love you." 

Her response was so cute. 

"I want you to come over again but they're home so we shouldn't risk it should we?" 

"No, keep it safe for now; but tonight I will come over." 

"Great can't wait love you." 

"Love you too sunshine." 

"You're so sweet. You don't know how hard I'm blushing right now, I am basically a tomato.". 

I can hear her laugh through the phone. I love her smile, her laugh, her everything. 

"Bye!" 

"Bye!".

The day seems to go by 10000 times slower then normal untill the clock hits 7pm and I hear a knock on my window. 

"You're early." "Sorry couldn't wait for you anymore." "Me neither." I smash my lips onto hers and hold her tightly. 

"I never want to let you go anymore" I whisper in her ear. "Me neihter sweety, me neither." "It all feels so good, like we're meant for eachother but it's also so wrong and I just hate that part." 

"I know, I know I want to let it go and just be who I am with you. I want to be able to take you on a date, sleep with you, meet you're parents though they already know me wich they don't even know." 

"I love you, I love you and I will never stop and I want to explore every inch of your body but it feels wrong we could go to jail." 

"I know, so let's wait untill our situation changed." 

"But never let me go ok? I can't lose you."

 "Gosh, never! I ain't letting you go." I kiss her again and travel my hands across her hair. "Oh shit, hide quick!" I say when I hear footsteps. "Don't come in I'm changing!" "Didn't plan to either!". I look at miss G with a grin of adrenaline. I jump back on my bed and she joins me. 

We chat untill it hits 11pm on the clock. "I think they're asleep." I whisper and she smiles back. "I like the idea of that." "Pj?" "Didn't bring one sorry, I guess I'll have to sleep naked." "Oh you.." I push her on her back and get on top kissing her neck. "Don't tease me like that or I'll make sure everyone sees you got a hickey." "Don't you dare-" I tickle her and she giggles. "O I would love to give you a hickey." I say playfully, kissing her neck. My hands are exploring her chest and her curves. "I want you so bad I don't care about the consequences anymore.". I help her take of her sweater and shirt. "You are so pretty I want you so bad." I kiss lower now on her collar bones moving in between her breasts untill I reach her belt and take it of. I slowly put my hands on her breasts and move them under her bra then back to her hips. My legs are spread with her legs in between them. I am back to kissing her lips and her tongue is now traveling my jawline then back in my mouth again. The bedsheet is laying on my back and we're pressed close together. 

The door opens and my mom walks in on us.

 "Fuck!" 

I say pulling the sheet over us. 

"Mom what the hell are you doing in my room at midnight!" 

"I had left my charger here and you should've been asleep so I thought I'd come get it real quick. And you can pull of that cover and come here now."

 "Please mom don't be mad." 

"Mad? I'm not mad I'm furious. And you can get your clothes back on and leave and don't think you can ever tutor her again, lucky I wont notify the school about it." I'm crying and begging my mom to forgive me. G opens the window ready to leave. "Take the front door, I'll be nice and spare you the effort." " I am sorry and I hope we can forget this situation and go back to a formal colleague friendship again." "Don't ask for anything right now just leave!" "And with you, young lady, I am not done yet. You think you can just date your teacher let alone get intimate with her you will thank me one day I walked in right now because you would have regretted it." "But mom-" "Let me speak! You are grounded for the next week and if I ever find you guys together again you won't like it that much." "Mom you don't understand!" "I don't understand? I don't think you don't understand the situation you have brought yourself in right now!" "Mom, I love her, I LOVE HER!" ,I cry even harder, "I tried so hard to ignore it, ignore what I felt and just move on I really did but I couldn't so my grades started failing and I had to tell her the reasosn behind it. And we went to her house for 'tutoring' and we kissed. I know we went too far there and we agreed that it would never happen again but we can't stop! We're madly in love mom and we hate the circumstances mom believe me!" "You're in a realitionship with an adult who is your teacher so I think that is reason enough to stop with it now!" "You can't make me break up." "Correct! I can't but I can say that if you don't I will notify the school, ground you untill you start at a new school after Christmas break, I can say that.". I look at her furious but shatterd before turning around and pulling the covers of my head as I try to sleep. Why God Why did this have to happen? I love her, she loves me so why, why,why?