★ hi !
my rantbook, in english ;)
mostly me struggling with eating and emetophobia, so if that kind of stuff puts you off, feel free to not read this.
take care lil human <3
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so I'm not gonna talk about how I still struggle with eating bc I think now y'all got it, but the mood isn't so much better, so maybe this chapter will be a bit... boring ? Idk lol
anyways right now I'm in the eat cereals and yogurt while watching vlogs and shows mood, so that's what I'm doing
the only problem is, I still have one week of school left with a few things to do but my brain's already in the vacation mod so... I mean I saved my chemistry and english grades but that was lucky yk 💀💀
lollll but that week will not last too long I believe, my schedule is actually really good, I don't see the weeks pass by
I mean I just have to stop forgetting about my homework 👽
anyways, so what happened in my life recently was, I had a long conversation with myself and I successfully made myself understand that eating is okay
So I " started eating again " went back to 40kg, and then I did a vaccination which made me think I was sick so I had a huge panic attack at 5 am last sunday and now I'm back to 38 kg 👽👌
life's being hard y'all, but nvm
My weight is twerking I'm a bit scared tbh bc I feel the change in my body Like my jeans start to be seriously wider 💀
anyways
what's y'all's comfort food ? for me it's bananas, yogurts, cookies and nuts huhu
oh and eh I don't know what's happening to me but I start to really enjoy chemistry and maths 😭? like dude I'm turning into another person
For the best i hope
But one thing that I was happy to notice is that I'm way more confident with my body image so that's a good point, I also feel more confident while talking in front of the class, I feel smarter as well so yep, I guess I'm having that glow up
Yall I beat my best score on like a dino
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What's yours ??
I think like a dino gives comfort game vibes
anyways
I just noticed but I also started having a much better sleep and a lot less sleep paralysis, which is very good because yeah, sleeping well is beneficial for a lot of stuff
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Hum
this chapter was indeed boring, I had nothing to say sorry 😭
