Someone will love you better

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by Idkwhyiambackonhere

by Idkwhyiambackonhere

A/N: I based this chapter on the song 'Someone Will Love You Better' by Johnny Orlando. Hence the title. I even used some of the lyrics from the song.

The song is about falling out of love with your first love...its so sad but it's sweet at the same time. And I wanted to make it into a story

I hope you like it

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Y/N pov:

Danielle and I have been together for almost 5 years. We fell in love in high school, our jr. year to be exact. She was a new student and I was assigned to show her around.

Immediately we hit it off and I obviously thought she was so beautiful. We went together perfectly.

I was definitely in love. There was no chance of us ever falling apart. But somewhere along the line...I started losing feelings. And I think Dani is starting to realize that I'm becoming more distant.

"Hey, baby?" Dani called out as she walked into our kitchen. "Yes," I answer as I turn from the stove to face her. "Are we ok?" she hesitantly asked. "Of course" I answered. She nods. "Why do you ask?" I continued. "I don't know. Something just feels different between us," she spoke. "I mean you've been really distant these past weeks" She leans her back against the island in front of me.

She looked so worried. How could I tell her I lost feelings?

I had to...this was going to hurt her. But it is better than pretending something is there when it's not.

"Dani I have to tell you something" I reached for her hand. "What is it?" she sweetly asked. "Dani, you're the most sweetest girl I have ever met...but-" Danielle stops me "You're breaking up with me aren't you?" I watched as the years welled up in her eyes.

"I'm sorry" I started to cry myself. She breathes out a shakey breath as she looks over to the right. As an attempt to hold back her tears. "Every night I close my eyes and I wish I was still in love...but I'm not." I wipe some of the tears falling down my cheeks. She nods understanding

"I still love you though." Dani grabs my other hand. She looked up at me with her glossy eyes. "I know you do." I hang my head in shame.

"Can you just pretend to love me?" she hopefully asks as she lifts up my chin to face her. I shake my head no. And I watch as she drops her head and I hear her start to sob "That's not healthy Dani" I say. "You're right." she nods lifting her head up. I use my thumb to wipe some of her tears.

"It's gonna kill me to give up." I sigh "You were my first girlfriend and I was yours. But I'm not going to regret it, because this is the right thing to do." I continue. I pull her into a hug and I rest her head on my shoulder "Even though I loved you first...someone will love you better" I look down at her tears.

God, I hate seeing her cry. I lovingly kiss her forehead. She leans into it and wraps her hands around my waist giving me another hug

This would be the last time I would hold her like this. I let her cry into my shoulder as I rub her back. Some of my own tears fall as well. I hate that I'm doing this to her, but I can't keep living a lie and leading her on. It's not right. We were fools to fall...and it's nobody's fault.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." That is all I can whisper into her ear. She doesn't deserve this. I feel so awful. She's perfect. Anyone would be lucky to have her. I'm just glad I got to have her first.

I hate that love can be a thing you lose.
There was nothing we could have done.

Yes, I loved her first...but someone will love her better.

Word count: 697

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