Undiscovered - a Jortini story

7. Confusion

Jorge POV
Oh man. Tini has a secret admirer. For fucks sake. Why? Why does someone else have to like Tini. Urgh, why is she so bloody perfect!!
Rugge came into the room, his jolly self and plopped himself of his bed.

"What's up Jorge?" He asked, clearly looking at my facial expression, full of confusion.
"Well, I sort of have a dilemma.." I started.
"Go on." He commanded, stroking his chin as if he was a psychologist.
"Basically, I think that I may have feelings for a specific girl, but she has already has an admirer.." I explained.
"Aaaah, so you like Tini, but someone already likes her, hmm" He gathered.
"Exact- Wait. I never said it was Tini." I said defensively.
"Don't play games with me Jorge. I've been your best friend since kindergarten, I know everything!" He said the last part in a creepy yet funny whisper.
"Ok, ok fine it's Tini. But how did you know?" I asked.
"It's obvious." He plainly stated.
"Obvious? Obvious how?"
"It's obvious by the way you look at her!" He replied.
"The way I look at her? How do I look at her differently?" I asked.
"You have some sort of glisten in your eye when you talk to her that only me and Lodo have noticed." He said as if it was obvious.
"You and Lodo. Wait. You and LODO!! Oh shit! She's gonna tell Tini!"
"And??" He wondered.
"And I'm gonna look like a fool because she doesn't like me back!" I shouted.
"Dude, calm your arse. She hasn't said anything to her. It's you that needs to do the talking." He explained.
"Bruh, you don't understand. I have girls all over me. Just as you and Diego do. If any one of them find out that I like Tini, she'll be living a nightmare at school! I don't want to hurt her in any way possible. It already looks like she had a rough time before she came here. Ok ok, let's wait until she settles in right. THEN I'll talk to her." I rambled on.
"Are you really gonna let your reputation get in the way of what you feel?" He asked me shockingly.
"I just care for her ok. Just as I do for Lodo."
"Ya, sure, that's why you like her, in that way." He smirked.
"Shut up you twat." I whacked him with the nearest pillow I could find. "But seriously, I've never like properly fancied someone. Maybe it will pass, right?"
"Whatever you say Jorgito." Rugge replied.
"Do not. Ever. Call me Jorgito. Ever again." I commanded.
"Jorgito!" He shouted, then legged it. Ha. Wimp. He's crazy! But he's like a brother to me.

I do have to tell Tini how I feel.
Buuut, it could just be a stupid crush.
Yeah right, you know she's different.
Buuut, she's gonna be tortured if the school finds out.
You're just using that as an excuse.
What if what I feel isn't real. What if I'm just faking it to be real.
Ya right. You're a girl magnet. You don't do anything, they always come to you. This is the first time you're 'doing' something.
Buuut what if it ruins everything we already have.
Sometimes in life, it's worth taking a risk Jorgito.
Don't call me that!
You love it really.

Wow, did i really just have a conversation with myself. I do want to be with Tini. Hold her slender, fragile, weak body. Protect her. Show her the love she no longer has. I want to do all of those things. But just a few words that come out of my mouth could ruin everything between us. Ok ok Jorge. If you feel like you love her, tell her the truth and hope for the best. If you just like her, it's a waste of time. Right now, I'm not sure how I feel. Just confused.

Hey everyone! Sorry for the short and boring chapter :/ lol... Do you think Jorge is going to tell Tini soon, or going to wait till much later??