Undiscovered - a Jortini story

8. Broken

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Jorge POV

Ok ok, I slept on it, and decided that it's better to forget Tini. It's most likely one of those stupid crushes anyway, so why should I get hung up on it?! Plus when I was doing pros and cons, there were more cons that had value to me...
Ok, so, how am I going to forget Tini. Hmm. Well, I could just get another girl. You know, someone like Stephie or something. I could go back to my usual routine before Tini showed up.
Get. Sleep. Dump. I know it's not the nicest thing to do, but girls want it, so i'm technically doing them a favour as well as myself. See! Nothing wrong with that. Oh who am I kidding, I know it's wrong but, i'm not complaining if they want it. I'm still doing something for them as well. Wow. I am a generous motherfucker aren't I? Imagine how many girls I have made happy by, you know, doing 'it' with them. Well then, problem solved.

"Hey, Rugge, come here you gay ass twat." I ordered.

"What now you motherfucker?" He sighed.

"I've found a way to get over my Tini problem!" I exclaimed, I looked like i had one of those lightbulb moments.

"Yay - wait, GET OVER it?" He said in disbelief.

"Yeah you thick head! I'm gonna find Stephie, ask if she wants to hook up tonight, and BAM, problem solved." I said, very proud of my amazing idea.

"You're joking right." He again said in disbelief. "Love is a problem for you?"

"No, you see, I don't believe in lovey dovey moments ok. I haven't lived with love for over 5 years of my life and I don't need it. Love is just a distraction for me." I plainly answered.

"Love is a distraction?!" He repeated, shocked at what I just said. "Love is a distraction?" He repeated again questioningly.

"Yes yes, love is a distraction." I said bluntly.

"Dude, love is the best thing in the world. It makes you feel so happy, like the world is a better place, like someone out there cares about you just like they care for their family." Rugge said half daydreaming.

"Hmm, Rugge is there something you're not telling mee!" I teased.

"Hey! This is not about me, it's about you. Let me tell you something Jorgito." I flinched at when he said 'Jorgito' ready to kick him. "Sexing away your problems is not going to work." He said, questioning his use of words at the start of that sentence.

"Well sir, for you it may not, but for me it does. Now, I don't need your advice or anyone's advice. I'm always right. Love is just a stupid distraction that causes pain and suffering to everyone." I confidently stated.

"Ok then, think what you want, but LOVE IS REAL! And you will regret not believing in it when you're old and none of the girls will want you because they will be all happily married with husbands of their own." Rugge said, emphasising all the love parts.

"Yeah yeah, to me, you are talking absolute bullshit. Love doesn't exist." I stated, coldly, and then left the room looking for Stephie. Aah, here's her room. I knocked on the door and was greeted by a half naked Stephie standing in front of me.

"Hey." I said cooly.

"Oh Jorge. Hi. Um. What are you doing here?" She asked flirtatiously.

"Well, I was hoping that me and you could hook up tonight. My dorm. Rugge is out in the evening so it will just be me and you." I said with the most seductive voice I could put on, but inside I was laughing my arse off.

"Hehe." She fiddled with her hair. "I'll be there." She winked and closed the door.

I shivered at the fact that she winked at me. Stephie is really nice and pretty and all, but she can be a little but annoying at times. Plus she's not the brightest bulb in the box... (A/N: I want you all to know I don't have anything against Stephie in real life, it's just for the story, I actually don't mind Jortephie.)

Well, I can't do anything about it now. Plus it should be fun. She's pretty and sweet.
Just not Tini!
Urgh shut you stupid conscience!
Why? So you can pretend that this dumb method is going to help you get over Tini.
Yes...No...I dunno just leave me alone you gay ass freak!
You know i'm you right?
Whatever! Jeez.

---- TIMESKIP TO THAT EVENING---

Tini POV

No matter what I do I just can't get Jorge out of my head. Why? Whyyy?! I've tried meditating, exercising, studying but nothing. NOTHING! Urgh. Anyway, I need to get my notes from Ruggero. He borrowed them and I have a test tomorrow and I need them. I hope Jorge's not there because I won't be able to talk properly. I walked down the hall, shaking and praying that Jorge wouldn't be there. I texted Rugge earlier to let him know I was coming. Me and Lodo have the key to their room and as do they to ours.

I approached their door and inserted the golden key. Then, I carefully twisted it, hoping that I didn't wake them up, seeing as it was midnight already. I turned the doorknob and tiptoed in, closing it behind me.

I turned around to face into the room. Then. There. At that very moment in time. The few pieces left of my fragile heart. Shattered. My eyes started tearing up but no tears were coming out. It was all too painful. It was like shards of glass had just fallen into my skin. Even though I said that he had no feelings for me, I always thought and hoped that he may have just a tiny bit. But this scene in front of me says otherwise.

It was Jorge. And Stephie. Together. Making out. It was a gross and such a saddening moment. All that love I felt for Jorge had gone. Gone in those few seconds of horror I witnessed.

I was standing there, shocked and speechless for some minutes before Jorge noticed me and straightened himself.
He wasn't wearing a shirt making him look even hotter.
SNAP OUT OF IT TINI!

"I..er.." He started.

"Um, no i'm sorry! I didn't know that you two were in here. I just came for my notes from Ruggero..." I explained awkwardly.

"Yeah, well, ever heard of knocking?" Stephie said SOOOO annoyingly. Pfft, bitch.

"Um, sorry." I said and looked down. I quickly ran to Ruggero's bed and grabbed my notes before running out of the room.

"Tini, Tini wait!" I heard Jorge calling me while running towards me in the hallway in his boxers. "Tini!" He called out again, but I didn't stop. I needed to get out of here. "Tini, TINI!" He grasped my wrist, holding me tightly so I was unable to break free.

"Let go of me." I struggled.

"Why were you in there?" He asked.

"I already told you, to get my notes from Ruggero." I replied, still struggling from his grip.

"I..i'm...erm sorry" Jorge said, with guilt clearly piercing through his words.

"Sorry?" I asked, demandingly as I finally got out of his grip to stand in front of him, looking directly into his emerald green eyes. "You're sorry?" I repeated as he looked down for a second. "Do you know what, i'm sorry. Yeah, i'm sorry for ever feeling what I did for you. I'm sorry for ever letting you break my heart, i'm sorry for ever knowing you." I screamed, full of real emotion that was pouring out of me, along with my tears to accompany it.

"Tini...I..." He started.

"No, don't say a word." I screamed before storming off to my dorm, leaving him there.

How. How could I be so naive and not see this coming. How could a guy like Jorge ever love a girl like me. We're total opposites. Ha. And to think that I loved him. What is wrong with me?!? Why can't I ever fall in love with a normal guy, because these bad boys, just leave me broken...

Well! That's todays chapter everyone. Sorry if it is very badly written and if it has tons of spelling mistakes, I didn't check it. Oh and sorry if it was boring :/ but, I hope you liked it xD