MYSELF

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*BUCKY'S P.O.V.*

"Who are you talking to?" A male asks.

"Myself, dumbass." Carter says. I laugh and then there is some cracking over the earpiece.

"If anyone is a dumbass it's you, sweetie." The male says to her. Sweetie?

"Starks aren't dumbasses. Starks are brilliant, attractive, and successful. I will not waste one second trying to figure out how to blow this place to bits, and how to escape. I have a flying suit for gods sake! I graduated early because I am not a dumbass. Only dumbasses would say that Starks are dumbasses. I have a feeling my dad is proud of me because I'm not-" We hear a smack and the whole group exchange glances. "a dumbass."

We hear a lot of noise and then a groan from Carter.

The male starts to talk in his radio. It's silent for a little bit before the earpiece goes off.

*CARTER'S P.O.V.*

I am tied to a table, getting ready for torture.

A little later Jay walks in. Next to me is a tray full of tools.

"Let's start."

***
It's been weeks. Maybe a Month. And all I know is that I'm not supposed to be here.

My body hurts from what they do to me.

They have started feeding me, but they added torture to the daily routine.

They mess with my mind, play with it like it's silly putty or play dough.

They give me fake memories just to hear me scream at night from nightmares.

I know I'm on the verge of not being me anymore. I'm on the verge of being The Demented Warrior.

I have my torture at different times of the day. I never know when they will come in and start torturing me.

I barely know who I am. I don't even know how old I am, or who my family really is.

I'm Janette something. I know it's not just Janette, but I can't figure out the rest.

You want to know what the weirdest part is? They have started treating me more like a person. They have been slowly reducing the physical torture.

But they put me through more mental torture.

Like I said, playing with my mind.

They made me kill three innocent people. Innocent. What did they do to deserve that?

What did I do to deserve that?

*BUCKY'S P.O.V.*

It's been about three weeks she's been there and about three weeks since our last contact. We tracked down the base in Montana. We are getting ready to leave.

It's going to take us about three hours to get there by plane. Good thing Tony has one.

Carter is probably being tortured . I don't think they would have brainwashed her yet. I don't think.

I miss her so much and I hope she isn't hurt.

Tony has been worried. He hasn't slept in days, and he's been drinking like crazy. Right now he is testing his and Carter's suit. We are bringing her suit with so she can help us fight.

"AVICS, Recalibrate." He says and compartments of her suit move around, revealing weapons and where her tranquilizer and gases are kept. The suit goes invisible for a few seconds. "Repair damage."

Then the hole in her suit fixes and things movie around. Tony looks at it in awe, as the rest of us do too.

"Mine doesn't do that!" Tony whines.

"I figured that." I mumble. Carter is a very smart and intelligent woman. I can see that she did that.

I haven't been able to not think about her. Every time I go to the gym, I think of her. Every time I eat, I think of her. Every time I go to sleep, I think of her!

I go to my room and start packing. I place a few of my clothes in the bag.

***

We take off on in the plane and start off on our way to Montana. We are on out way to save Carter!

***

Natasha is cleaning her weapons, and Clint is joining her. Tony is drinking and watching TV, and Bruce is joining him. Steve is trying to listen to today's music. And Thor is swinging his hammer around. I find a chair and sit in it. J wait before reclining and closing my eyes.

And the last thought I have before falling asleep is Carter.

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