secrets

ch. 20

Izuku

  With dinner over and the second movie started it was inside out. I was beginning to feel cold so I leaned against aizawa for some warmth I have realized he radiates heat. I was just getting comfortable when he started talking causing me to startle a little.

  "Izuku, cub, can you stand up just for a second?"

  He whispered to me as he started to stand himself causing me to either stand or fall over. I'm a little confused why we're standing and feel a little hurt but obey. I didn't have long to feel unwanted because as soon as I was standing he grabbed the red fluffy blanket from the back of the couch and began rapping it around me turning me into a cozy blanket burrito. After bundling me up he sat back down taking me with him.

  I let out a startled squeak of surprise and embarrassment as I'm now on dad's lap as he repositions me to rest my head on his chest just above his heart. My face is bright red but I can't deny I'm finally warm and starting to feel safe. As the minutes pass I started to relax, my muscles loosening as I feel warm and safer but along with that feeling comes the floaty foggy feeling I want to fight it but I'm so overly comfortable it's impossible. Slowly but surely I start moving my hand to my lips first just pinching my lower lip between my thumb and index finger. Soon the pinching became rubbing my bottom lip and within minutes I'm sucking the tip of my thumb. Soon I feel a ruff calloused hand running through my hair gently scratching my scalp and it's so relaxing. I'm so relaxed and soothed I don't notice yama getting up and leaving the room but I do notice when he crouches down in front of us holding something in his hand.

  "Hi, little one, i brought you a couple things."  

  Yama/mamma gently said. He then hands me my all might plushie and a really soft silky thingy it's mint colored. I grabbed all might before hugging it to my chest and rubbing my face on it before slowly reaching out for the sink thing rubbing my fingers on it first to see what it feels like. I love it I love the silky feeling I can't help bringing it to my face and rubbing it on my cheek and lips. The whole time mamma never stopped playing with my curly hair. After mamma sat back down I heard bubba talking.

  "Izu, would you like me to move so dad can have the recliner so he can rock you while we watch the movie?"

  He asked as he sat down on the other side of dada. I did I love the rocking feeling it was nice, calming so I slowly nodded. After I nodded in dada's chest he carefully stood up lifting me with him before sitting in the recliner and slowly rocked us. Dada just started rocking us when he reached up and gently pulled my finger out of my mouth. I started crying I wanted to suck my finger it helped I can't explain how but it did.

  "Zashi, can you grab his passy real quick?" He asked mamma.

  "Ya, got it." Mamma said coming over to us.

  "Sorry, cub but sucking your finger is gross it could make you sick." Dada told me gently. I didn't understand.

  Mamma bent down in front of us, holding out a passy for me. The passy was light pink with  a green bunny on it. He gently placed it on my lips till I took it and started sucking. I didn't want it I didn't want the passy I wanted my finger but after the first couple sucks I calmed down and realized I was okay with this passy. With in a minute I had stopped crying and was calming down from being overwhelmed with emotions I couldn't control.

"There you go pumpkin, fingers are icky and can make you feel icky and your tummy hurt. Can you tell me how big you are little one?" Mamma asked.

I have to think I don't know so I look at my fingers and count. I know I'm not a baby I can go potty by my self thank you and I don't need diapers. I also know I don't have my quirk yet so I'm not four so that leaves three. I know I'm a big boy so I hold up three fingers to show mamma how big I am.