Moonlight Rays [Completed]

19.

Chandra

How dumb

How can I fucking become a next Moon Goddess if I am not even chosen to be one? My purpose is to bear another child for our clan not this!

And how about... Fabian?

Napapikit ako ng mariin ng maalala si Fabian, right. Magkikita kami bukas..diba?

Unti unting pumatak ang mga luha ko kasabay ng mumunti kong alaala kasama sya, his deep blue midnight eyes, his manly deep voice, his humor, his face, his smell.. Anong gagawin ko?

Paano ko maiiwan ang isang lalaking unang nag pakabog ng puso ko?

But if I'm going to choose between him and my sister... I'm going to choose her

"I'm sorry, my love" sunod sunod na pumatak ang mga luha ko ng maalala ko ang usapan namin, ang mainit nyang yakap, ang malambot ng labi. I sob, hindi ko kaya pero.. dapat kong kayanin "I'm really sorry,baby"

Kung alam ko lang na yun na pala ang una at huli naming pag kikita edi sana tinagalan ko pa ang yakap ko sa kanya, edi sana pinalalim ko pa ang halik, sana mas... Edi sana hindi ganito kasakit

Sunod sunod ang pag hikbi ko, sa unang pag kakataon matapos mamatau ng mga magulang ko, umiyak ako ng ganito dahil sa lalaki

Parang may sumasakal sa puso ko ng paulit ulit. I laugh dryly when I realized why Aysel want the outside world, why she doesn't want being with me

It's because of him.. that fucking vampire. I just hope he didn't hurt my sister because if he did I will fucking ruin him

If I just didn't see the glint of happiness in my sisters eyes hindi ako papayag na umalis sya, I mean she always smile pero pagkatapos mamatau nila mama yun ang unang beses na ngumiti sya sakin na hindi pilit, hindi pakitang tao. I can't break the happiness radiating in her

Kaya mas mabuti nang ako..

Love is after all.. sacrificing

And now here I am in the altar wearing the whitest dress in tribe with a lot of doubt and gossip surrounds me

"Silence" I order them when they keep chanting about this rites

"But your highness, should we follow lady Aysel-"

"Did I tell you to open your, goddamn mouth?" I hissed, my face is hiding in a white veil, as I am in the altar kneeling in front of the statue of the Moon Goddess. While everyone else is surrounding me in the platform with a foods and bloods as part of sacrificing. We are all under the full bright moon

The moon rays is pointing at me

"I'm really sorry, you highness. But I don't think this will work-"

"Why not? I am from the lineage of Selene, if they will not going to accept me then no one will going to be the next over seer. It's just me or nothing" I look at Lyna, even under the white veil my gaze still pierce through her "This is my last command as the Alpha of this pack. I, Chandra Selene Neoma will be the next Moon Goddess and I pass my position to Aysel Selene Neoma, you will going to follow her without any question, Understood?"

I saw hesitance in her eyes but she nodded and look at me determinely "Yes, your highness!"

I smiled "I expected you to guide her, Lyna"

Halatang nagulat sya sa pag ngiti ko pero kinalaunan ay ngumiti din sya pabalik. Sa huling pag kakataon nakita ko syang yumukod sa akin bilang tanda ng pag galang "I will going to welcome you back in this pack after you fulfill your duty your highness"