Moonlight Rays [Completed]

20.

Chandra

As the days passed the hole in my heart are getting bigger as if I just forgot something I shouldn't. And as the days passed many secrets I learned from the the deities, a skeleton in the closet that should remain hidden, does one secret reveal is equivalent to chaos in many realm

That's what I learn...

Deities are God.

But God still made mistakes...

As I learned many things my mouth remain shut for thus, that is not my problem.. But the thing I can't compromised with is the growing hatred I received from other Gods

For them I am a product of mistakes, and a mistake doesn't have a room here in Zion.

One thing I learned mistakes has no room here that's the reason why they throw all of it to something and act as if they didn't do it. But for them I am a personification of mistakes myself that I should be disposed.. that's how I feel

Is it because I am not a chosen? Was it because of the previous mistakes the twin Moon Goddess did? Or was it the other things I can't pin point?

Kumunot ang noo ko habang nakatingin sa mga bagong silang na bampira, they are cute but I don't want to imagine how can they be when they grew up. They might be cute for now but I don't know the future or life choices they will make

Either they want to commit a sin or not is within my reach...

What my job is to secure their mate, make sure to have all of them and ensure every creatures safety who worship me.

The timeline here is not the same in the other realms so I bet few days here is just a few years there. So it's been years since I last saw my sister huh?

I want to check her

I wanna see if she is happy with the life choices she make. With that in mind I sit comfortably in my throne there is a clairvoyance in my front is I commanded it to find my sister

Bigla akong na excite ng maalala ang kapatid ko, how I miss her so much. Kamusta na kaya ang pack? Kamusta na si Lyna? Bumuntong hininga ako pilit pinipigilan ang namumuong emosyon sa puso ko

When I have a clear view in my clairvoyance, my breath hitch as I saw tears swelling down her cheeks. Kumunot ang noo ko

What happen?

She was sobbing in a room while look in something, I gesture my hands to see where she is looking.. Then I saw it a man who is happily playing with three kids and a woman beside him.

The moment I saw the picture it doesn't need any explanation. It was like a memory struck back into my mind as I recalled what happen before I came here

My sister and a Young Vampire who pledge to love my sister and reject his mates once he found her. And me believing it cause my sister looks so in love and happy

But what I see now is not the things we agreed upon. Because all I see is my sister had a bad times of her life and man she fought from me is now happy with his founded mate with three kids

Anger and regret immediately consumed my system. I feel my ground shook as I look at the seen in front of me.. I sacrifice my life not for this!

I sacrifice my lifeline not for this!

Imbecile! 

Foolish!

I sacrificed my Fabian just for me to see this? In my cold throne with this fucking family picture?!

Hindi ko matanggap, ayokong tanggapin. Katangahan! Lahat ng ito ay katangahan! How dare he brake his promised? How dare she tell me that they will not be seperable? If I know this will happen I should've drag my sister from that man and forced her to be here!