Why won't you hate me?!

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Creator's note: this all took place through chat and before the theme park event. The theme park event will start a few days after this chat happened. This isn't really an important chapter, just a fight between the two.
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Val: I'm controlling you

Adam: No you're not

Val: And not to mention I lied
Val: Yeah I fking did
Val: You can never say "no" to me
Val: That's just how you are
Val: A pathetic little pushover who's never stern on what he says
Val: And I'm taking advantage of that
Val: Aren't I the worst?
Val: And just saying all this out loud is me guilt tripping you

Adam: Yes, that's right, I can't say no to you or anyone else probably.
Adam: Because I'll feel guilty about it. It's how I am

Val: you weren't invited to the party
Val: Claire said it was for "the girls and her gang"
Val: Which doesn't include you
Val: So I lied
Val: Pretended I know nothing

Adam: No need. Besides it's already normal for me

Val: I'm a terrible person
Val: Adam, why are you still friends with me?
Val: See, until now
Val: You're still letting people use you
Val: And I'm also using you for my own gain
And you're still allowing me to do so
Val: And I've even been hiding things from you
Val: You don't have anything to say right? Cause you don't know what to say
Val: I'm redoing the things people did to you
Val: Being a fake friend
Val: And don't say I'm not
Val: Cause I am
Val: Every time we fight
Val: You always apologize first
Val: It was never me
Val: You always give in
Val: Say your honest opinion
Val: I don't want you to lie or sugarcoat things
Val: I want you to get mad at me
Val: For everything I do and did
Val: And then make me apologize for it

Adam: Because, you're the only one that knows me better than others, and I feel comfortable.
Adam: It felt like I'm free to talk, and tell my honest feelings and such.

Val: What if I'm lying about everything? And is just putting up everything you do just so I can use you?
Val: Not to mention I randomly get irritated and annoyed by you
Val: And instead of talking about it
Val: I start ignoring you
Val: I am as fake as it gets

Adam: I always apologize things first

Val: Even if I did something wrong
Val: You'll still apologize

Adam: Any single mistake i will apologize first
Adam: Because that's how i am. I always feel guilty for something i didn't even do

Val: That makes me even more guilty as a person, to know I'm so arrogant that someone else have to apologize first
Val: It wasn't even your fault
Val: I'm the problem
Val: You're not wrong
Val: You didn't do anything

Adam: Don't blame that on yourself
Adam: I am an attached person

Val: WHY WON'T I? YOU'RE THE VICTIM HERE ADAM
Val: YOU DONT EVEN REALIZE IT
YOU'RE THE VICTIM
Val: YOU WERE ALWAYS THE VICTIM
Val: GET IT IN YOUR HEAD ADAM
Val: I'M THE ONE THATS WRONG
Val: IM THE ONE WITH THE FUCKED UP BRAIN
Val: YOU DIDNT DO SHIT
Val: IT WAS ALL MY FUCKING FAULT
Val: WHY CANT YOU JUST ACCEPT IT?
Val: YOU'RE INNOCENT
Val: YOU WERE ALWAYS INNOCENT
Val: And I'm just dragging you down like this

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