Meademas Girl

The run away

⚠️⚠️ mentions of ED and SH ⚠️⚠️

General POV
Viv pulls up to the house and they both turn around and see y/n still fast asleep neither one wanting to disturb you so Viv carried you into the house and lay you down on the sofa placing a blanket over the top of you. Whilst you where sleeping Beth and Viv moved to the kitchen to allow you to sleep in peace.
Beth: I'm super concerned vivi something has to be going on at school, I've never seen her in that state before.
Viv: I know we need to get to the bottom of it but how can we if she doesn't open up to us do we push her? Or let her come to us on her own terms whenever that may be
Before Beth could reply her phone pinged with a message from Leah

Leah Williamson:
Hey Beth, just wanted to make
Sure everything was ok with y/n at
School? If there's anything I can
do let me know xx
        
Beth Mead:
Hey Le, when we got to school she was in an emotional mess but she won't open up to us and tell us why? It's really concerning me and Viv. At the moment she seems okay sound asleep on the sofa xx

Leah Williamson:
How about I come over and
See if I can get anything out of her and
Keep an eye on her and you and
Viv can go out and have Some
much needed time together xx

Beth mead:
Are you sure? That would be fab she might open up to you she might not! but it's worth a try, how about you come over after lunch? Me and Viv need to try and get some food down her first as she's hardly touched anything today xx

Leah Williamson:
Of course I'm sure! That's fine
I'll be around about 2 ish xx

Beth showed Viv the message on which she eagerly agreed, "hopefully she might just open up to Leah, she needs to get whatever she has bottled up inside of her out". Beth nodded and agreed, "she needs to let it go, we need her too I miss our happy little girl, on that note one of us needs to get her up she needs to eat she had hardly touched her breakfast this morning". Viv was quick to avoid the battle of attempting to wake the teenager up, "you wake her up and I'll make some lunch, it's best to make sure y/n doesn't get food poisoning" Viv said to Beth sarcastically. Beth rolled her eyes and walked into the lounge.

Y/n POV
I was deep in an stress-full dream, all the previous bullying incidents playing over and over in my head but each time getting progressively more violent and harsh, that was until I felt a shake of my shoulders I immediately shot up flinching at the sudden touch only to be met with my mum. "Woah woah it's okay sweetheart it's only me" she said pulling me into a hug. Wanting to avoid the questions that she may have for me after my sudden flinch, i lied, "it's okay you just made me jump". I know I shouldn't lie but I didn't need the questions now and I most certainly didn't want either of my mums to know the answer of why that just occurred.

"Y/n mamma is going to make some lunch what do you want? a wrap?". I didn't answer the question instead I looked down avoiding all eye contact, I was hungry in fact I was very hungry and right now a wrap would be perfect! But Charlotte's words kept replaying over and over in my head, perhaps loosing a bit of weight wouldn't hurt. Maybe just maybe it might make all this bullying stop and just give me a break from the hell I get from school. "Y/n?" My mum questioned me again. Realizing I'd paused a bit too long then I intended to, I answered her question, "I'm not hungry I don't want anything Thankyou". I thought that was it no more and she would just get up and leave me be and let me sleep however that was not the case. My mum called over for my mamma and they both came and sat either side of me, mamma having a confused look on her face but soon understood the situation when mum asked me, "y/n why aren't you hungry you have to be you hardly touched your food this morning and that was hours ago. Please talk to us if not us then one of the girls what's going on?"

She questioned me, I couldn't tell either of them I just couldn't what I was going through was normal right? It was, they would just laugh at me and tell me to shake it off and that would leave me feeling worse than I do now. Perhaps if I just left it all alone it might just go away on its own. Mamma quickly snapped me out of my thought, "come on y/n talk to us your mums right you have to talk". That was it I just snapped not at them but at the whole situation I couldn't take it any longer, I couldn't take the questioning or the pushing every part of me wanted to let everything out tell them everything but I couldn't. Instead I did the only thing I could think of doing in that exact moment and that was to leave I had to get out of there I needed to be alone I needed the air. So with that I jumped off the sofa grabbed my phone and left the house, ignoring my mums calling out behind me I continued out and just ran, I ran and I ran until I couldn't no more, at this point I had no idea where I was all I knew is I was finally alone, alone to think.

I found a bench and sat down on it, shivering as the rain got heavier and the wind got wilder, it perhaps wasn't the best idea coming out in the thick of winter when the nights where drawing in and the weather was awful, without a coat. But here we are, my decisions once again failing me. I sat there with my knees up close to my chest with my head in them and just through about everything. Maybe Charlotte was right maybe I am an inconvenience and unwanted, let's be real my parents would find all the demands of football a whole lot easier if they didn't have me. I found a smashed up bottle at the end of the bench and picked up a piece of glass from it, my hands shaking with it in should I? Repeating over and over in my head, I've heard of people doing this and getting addicted but I just needed the release that it could bring, surely one cut wouldn't hurt. But I couldn't, I couldn't bring myself to do it the thought of my mums finding out, my aunties and how disappointed each and everyone of them would be in me, instead I lay down on the bench letting the coldness take over me. Who knows how long it's been since I've left my phone died ages ago but that didn't matter, I had no intention of being in contact with anybody not after leaving school today with my mums and everyone knowing, but also not since the whole outburst at home I just needed to think about everything, all the whys that I didn't know. but what I did know is I was getting colder by the second and I most certainly didn't want to go back home. Just not yet anyway!

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A/n
Slightly shorter chapter this evening been super busy today left you on a bit of a cliff hanger but super excited to get started on chapter 6 it's going to be a long one but a good one. Hoping to get started on the chapter tonight!!

Also I'm in some real need of some wonze content, so glad Ona didn't post lucy in her 2023 pictures (sorry to all you Luna fans but  I'm a hardcore wonze fan)