Friends or Enemies with Stray Kids - completed

Chapter three

Y/N pov:

I was pacing my living room, nervously biting on my lip as I tried to think of ways to say sorry. I had this whole speech ready but it started to sound redundant. What if they think I'm lying and don't mean what I say? I figured this is gong to be more difficult to do than I thought.   I was so nervous, it got to the point I rearranged my books on my bookshelf. 

Who does that at like one in the morning?? Me because I'm about to face the men again that I absolutely adore with all my heart. It was starting  to almost feel when I met them the first time. Although, now, I'm afraid of them hanging up the call and telling Innie he's not allowed to talk to me anymore.

As I was watering my plant by my window, I heard my phone ringing, making me jump in my spot. Okay, it's time. We can do this. I set down my watering can, grabbed my phone and saw Innie trying to call. Sitting down at the edge of my gray soft couch, I propped my phone against my plant that sits on top of my coffee table. Here we go, my finger shakily hovered above the screen as I let out a deep sigh, sliding the call button to the right.  

"Hi Innie," I said cheerily as I saw his face pop up onto my screen. My heart and mind were racing until I saw there was no one there with him...my heart broke thinking they told Innie no. That they didn't want to see me ever again. Well...this sucks....

"Hi Nuna, I'm about to gather them in here...I told them I had a surprise," I wondered if he could tell that I felt down when I didn't see anyone. My eyes lit up and my heart started to race again...well here goes nothing.

"Okay, I'm ready whenever you are."

A smile displayed on his face before he walked out of fame.  A deep breath escaped my mouth as I tried my best to prepare for my apology as soon I saw them walk into the room. 

"Where's the surprise?" I heard Hannie question as I saw him look around the room. 

"Ta-Da!" Innie said pointing to the screen having all the guys turn their attention to his phone. My breath hitched inside my throat and I forgot how to function. Well fuck....this is going to go great. I saw their expressions change when they saw me. I awkwardly waved before Innie told them I wanted to apologize. 

They all exchange glances with each other, seeming as if they were ready to walk out when I yelled out wait, making them stop in their tracks. We stared at each other through the camera, both of us waiting to see who will speak first. I guess I might as well since it was my idea, I let out a short breath. "I am really sorry..."I finally confessed.

I saw the angry expressions displayed as I awaited an answer from them. But the silence sat on face time for what felt like 200 years when really it was about a minute before anyone spoke. I'm just super dramatic.  

"For lying to us after we trusted you??" Min angrily expressed, making me drop my eyes away from the screen. I have never seen him angry before. Not as a Stay nor as a friend. It was honestly kind of scary to see. 

"You fucking knew who we were and you didn't say anything!" Lino yelled as he tried to move closer to the screen but Han placed his arm around him, trying to calm him down.

"How could you do that?? We-" 

I cut off Hyunjin from speaking, "Look I know what I did. And I'm really sorry and want to start over with you again. Yes, I knew who you were but that didn't change who I was when you first met me." A bit of anger rose, trying my best to defend myself. I know I messed up but I just wanted them to hear me out, to hopefully give me another chance. 

I scanned their faces through the screen, trying to judge if they were taking in what I was saying. I wonder if they are even giving me a chance. I wouldn't doubt them if they didn't.

No one said anything, it was quiet as I was gripping my arm, not noticing I was leaving deep nail marks into my skin. The words 'I'm sorry' was on the tip of my tongue again when Bin spoke up, "It's...it's just you really hurt us." He softly spoke, picking his head up slowly and looking directly into the camera, into my soul. My heart broke instantly when I saw Bin's hurt eyes.

I moved my head down, to not see his expression but I know I shouldn't give up. I need to let them know how regretful I am if I want them to be my friends again. "I really fucked up," I confessed after I let out a deep sigh, picking my head back up. "And I love you guys, not as K-pop idols but the wonderful humans that I met. I want to continue being friends with you. But if you don't want to...I understand."

"You really hurt us Y/N...and most importantly you hurt Chan...like bad," Lix finally spoke up talking in English in his deep voice, sending another dagger to my heart. I knew one of them was going to mention him, I thought I better prepared myself for it but apparently I wasn't really ready. 

"I know....believe me I know," I answered back in English before speaking back in Korean. "I will say sorry to him another time, I wanted to apologize first to you guys since our relationship is, was different than Chan's and I's. Please just think it over. Let me show you that I mean well and want to truly be your friend."

I sat there waiting in anticipation for their response, worried they were going to tell me no, to fuck off. 

Felix POV:

Innie went over to his phone and ended the call with Y/N as we all sat still, not knowing how to process what just happened. I wiped away a tear from my cheek because it was good to see her again. I missed her beautiful face but it hurt knowing she lied to us. We let someone close into our lives. It could have been bad, she could have been some crazy fan that tried to kill us or something. Also, I really don't like how she lied to Chan, she hurt him so much. So much, he's either working out or working on music. 

"So...what do we do?" I heard Bin's voice, saying what I was thinking too.

"Do we trust her?" Seungmin asked his thought out loud, making us ponder his question. 

"Wait...Innie," Lino started, "Have you been talking to her??"

All of our eyes landed on Innie who made an uncomfortable face. Our mouths dropped open, shocked our maknae has been keeping a secret from us.

"And you believe her?!" Bin yelled, standing up and getting close to Innie. I jumped up and stood between the two of them. 

"Yah, Bin. Calm down," I said placing my hand on his shoulder before turning my attention to Innie, "IN is this true? Do you believe her?"

He hung his head low before picking it back up and looking at me with guilty eyes. "I know she lied but she came clean to me the day we left. I still have my guard up but the person we met that day is still the same person I've been talking to."

We all glared at Innie who looked worried but we know he has a big heart. Maybe we should give her another chance but I don't want Chan to find out if we do. 

"Sssooo...what do we do?" Han quizzed, we all glanced around to determine an outcome for this situation. 

"What if we do, are we going to tell Chan?" I asked, wondering how he would feel about us being friends with her. We all looked at each other wondering the same thing.