Friends or Enemies with Stray Kids - completed

Chapter 20

Y/N's POV:

After arriving to the guys' home and eating...I suggested to play a game called spoons. It's a lot of fun and can get very crazy. 

"I'm in!" They all said, as we sat down on the ground in the living room. Every time we sit in a circle it always brings me back to day I first time met them. When I went over and we began to play games; when I got to kiss Bin and they all freaked out. Sometimes when I'm having a bad day...it will replay in my mind to make everything better again.  It was the same night I went to go apologize to Bang Chan for being there.

 I looked down the hallway that leads to his room, wanting to walk in, talk to him...apologize but I know he probably wouldn't listen to me.

"How do we play?" Lee Know asked.

I went on to explain how each person has to collect the same four playing cards, if they do, they reach out for a spoon that's placed in the middle of the circle. As soon as you see someone reach for a spoon, everyone has to reach out and grab one. The person without a spoon, is the loser and we keep subtracting a spoon until there's one left and it's between two people. Once the game is between two people, there's only one spoon in the middle and they have to collect four cards or reach for the spoon before the other person. 

"Can we do a test run?" Min asked as he looked at me confused. 

"Of course!" So, me, Madeline and Sierra, showed the guys how to play. We slowly demonstrated until they felt comfortable playing. Once they got the hang of it, it became pure chaos. Everyone would be fighting for a spoon, the guys were throwing their bodies around, making us laugh. 

At one point Bin lifted me up just so he could grab the spoon. Min fucking winked at Sierra and sent her a kiss to loosen the grip on the spoon she was holding, so he could take it. And Han kissed Madeline on the top of her head to distract her from grabbing the last spoon. These men are very competitive and will do anything to win.

But it was a lot of fun, we were laughing and having an amazing time. I was looking around the room, enjoying the moment when it hit me that we were missing that one other person. I looked towards the front door, missing Felix so much.

"I'll be right back," I said since I was out of the game anyways. Innie grabbed the last spoon before I could reach down.

No one paid attention to me as I quietly opened the door and made my way across the hall, thankful the door opened as soon as I turned the handle. I walked in and headed straight to the living room, where I saw Felix sitting on the couch watching TV.

"Hey Felix," I said loud enough for him to hear me, to try and not scare him. But I did anyways because he jumped from my voice.

"Y/N?" He asked sitting up as I walked over to him sitting on the couch.

"Hello, I just wanted to come and talk to you," I said shyly. "If you don't want to talk, I understand..."

He nodded his head, turned down the tv and patted the spot next to him on the couch for me to sit. I made sure to have enough distance between us as he turned his body towards me to listen. I have to try my best and win him back.

"I'm really sorry for everything," I began in English. "I really am. I truly miss the friendship I had with you. You're an amazing person and I wish I could take back lying. But, I, at first...didn't want to ruin what we had. Afraid you guys were going to stop talking to me if you found out I was a fan. I'm really sorry and hope you can forgive me."

I wanted to start crying but I made sure to hold those tears in, I didn't want to cry like a big baby.

The silence between us sat heavily as the only sounds were coming from across the way from the group playing the game and the TV which was on super low. The air was heavy between the two of us and I knew it was going to be a long shot coming over and speaking with him. But, I had to try.