this is it?

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(tw eating disorders, bruise)

Charles' pov

she's had issues with food what does she mean? why does she have issues with food? and like what is wrong with her!?!??! I don't want to be angry at her but i can't help it she's not had anything since the last 2 days are you fucking kidding me how could she do this?
i was right all this time i was right something was going on and she was not alright i should have asked her there were so many chances i felt like i might overstep but that was a mistake i made. I shouldn't have thought that. I should have talked to her god i'm scared

end of pov

Natasha??
uh hi
yea hi what do you mean Alex?
uh nothing that was a mistake i mean you i meant to say you

oh? 'i don't believe her in the slightest being' well Nat if you don't mind can i ask you something?
of course
Nat could you tell me exactly what you're dealing with when you're saying you've a bad relationship with food like how bad is it

oh um
its on and off err i have had erm still have an ed i am uh anorexic
wow um Natasha i-
it's fine it's not a big deal
and it's back?
yes
when was the last time you were going through this?
when i tried out for f4 ig uh yeah so like in 2019 i had a major blow
oh yeah right during covid the lockdown i was on and off but it was pretty mild i was at home with my parents so they made sure that i kept my distance

good. Now you listen to me no more of this neglecting food business you're going to eat healthy meals everyday alright
she looked at me
you're going to do what? eat healthy meals everyday. repeat after me
i am going to eat healthy meals everyday

Charles but-
i don't want to hear anything Nat im not gonna let you do this to yourself and to top it you are a fucking f1 driver you lose 3-4 kgs every time you step foot in the car

also if you don't mind can we probably talk about your ed in detail someday

um actually sure

okay so was this the thing you wanted to tell me about the other day?

i should tell him. maybe it would be too much for one day. we did make progress that's what matters the most at the moment. but i do need to tell him i don't wanna keep it buried inside me anymore. Yes that was it, thank you so much for the cake and i'm really sorry i came unannounced

you don't have to say any of those things at all and you can come here anytime.

ok now tell me what happened to your face?
fuck fuck fuck okay no calm down you got this. she started laughing. fake laughter ofc. funny story actually, so like you know i was sleepy asf and you know how i am when i'm sleepy or sleep deprived right so apparently i left the kitchen cabinet open and i had gone to get water like in the middle of the night and i knocked myself out with the cabinet door 😭😭

wow you really are silly. a part of me is terrified i just hope this is what actually happened and not something else okay no stfu

you sleepy?
mhmm
go take my room your clothes are stashed somewhere in my cupboard if you wanna change, although red my red looks good on you
she smiled cheekily and left



-but i know she's lying art
and how do you know that charles
i just know
charles?
i have seen it arthur she's terrified it's written all over her face the way she constricts herself withholds herself from doing normal stuff she doesn't attend afterparties art maybe 2 so far she doesn't hang out with other drivers she doesn't talk to people she's just so conserved i just know something is wrong it has to be and i'm sure you've read the gossips

well or maybe she's just new and feels she doesn't fit in well or maybe she's just busy and doesn't have time for all that unlike you people who only party when off track and she also has a boyfriend so whatever time she has she might be spending it with her family and him

oh and her boyfriend istfg i fucking hate him to the core

somebody's jealous 😏😏

arthur no, not the time, he said sternly

Charles.... is something wrong? What's going on?

Well if you must know, her boyfriend is like the most weird person i have ever seen or interacted even if for like a minute i just don't like him the way he looks at her it just doesn't feel right like you know there's a missing piece or something i just want her to tell me everything anything that's wrong even the sillest smallest piece of information i just want her to know she can trust me

charles you're just overthinking she said it was the cabinet
he growled in frustration

bro lemme ask you something and don't get annoyed
do you like her or have a crush on her?

he stared into his soul and then got up
I love her arthur I love her eversince the day I saw her i fell in love with her. Everything about her is so perfect just so right like there's nothing that could go against her she's such a beam of joy and I'm so glad we've gotten so close and that she trusts me so much and i thought she also likes me a little bit but then one day i found out she has a boyfriend, he said grumpily, and he gives me the icks

the Icks
the icks
oh no
exactly why i don't like him art

what are you gonna do about it?
nothing i don't want to ruin our friendship. i just hope Natasha is safe and secure in her relationship.

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charles can i fly out with you? Spain
Of course mon amour i leave today tho
oh lemme go home and just get all my stuff then
alrighty see you at the airport by 2.30
perfect

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