golden girl | F1

spain

no no alex no please no-

fuckk. she sat up straight. its not easy, feeling like you're not safe even in your dreams, they consume you and what's more scarier is that opening up seems harder because one doesn't want it to consume someone else..

at this point her life was sucking the soul out of her but she had to suck it up and move on. In a way, consequences of her own actions, one could say but not really cause
Did She Really Deserve It???
no she didn't. How is that even a question!?

it was 7.30 am time for her to get out of bed and get to work. Todayy was RaceDay

Its lights out and away we go the lineup which started with max verstappen followed by lando norris is now currently being threatened by the two ferraris' and our favourite costella whos' being threatened by no other than sir lewis hamilton and
it's just the first lap
Spain looks like it's gonna be really entertaining, lemme just grab some popcorn real quick

radio
stella. russel coming bheind you 5 second gap defend position don't be aggressive
2 second gap
don't push don't be aggressive
are you kidding me!!??!?
don't be aggressive my foot
8 seconds gap
russel is playing dirty i'll play dirty he wants to push me off the track and you're telling me not to push!?

-Wtf is wrong with you? You were driving like a madman. Are you high or something??, Natasha spat in Georges' face
Toto made way towards Russell to see what the blame game was all about

well this is f1 lil miss so if you can't handle a little bit of male aggression i must say you made a mistake coming here and Horner made a mistake giving you the seat, the brit spat

oh bogger off first copy ken if me being here really was a mistake how come you couldn't get past me huh you're so full of yourself you can't see you are straight up struggling, the monégasques' brit-french accent with a twist of german spat back

okay enough guys interrupted a german accent.

Mr.Wolff please make sure you keep your driver in check- he looked at me i looked at him we held eye contact his facial features softened mine were firm tears were evident but not really

natash-
horner i don't wanna talk about it

knock knock
go away
Natasha open up
i said go away
it's me Charles let me in please Nat

the door unlocked slowly
Charles could see a tear stained face in front of him
hey hey hey what happened
Rus-Russell em he ssaui
okay hey no first breathe c'mon sit down relax and breathe focus on your brea-
no no no no no. no talking only breathing
....
good
now, feel better?
she nodded
okay now what happened?
Russell and I got into a fight after the race and he said things and ermm it hurt Charles it's exactly what I was scared of exactly why i wasn't fully sure of this move....

what did that giraffe of a person do?!? he said in a sort of funny but angry tone trying to lighten the mood which earned Charles a chuckle from her
he tried pointing out the me being a woman in this sport aspect and said if i couldn't handle a little (air quotes) "male aggression" then i'm in the wrong place and Horner made a mistake and just yk i mean i expect you guys to not like me because given for everyone except me Max and Horner i just look like someone who fucked her way h-
-hey shhh don't, don't ever ever go there whatever happened behind the scenes we don't know that but what we do know is that you're a fucking deserving driver and you're in the right place Natasha
so don't you fucking do that to yourself