(tw fight, breakdown nightmare panic attack sort of)
no wtf alex not this again ya no so just fuck off
....
no why would you say that what is wrong with you you do this everytime god you're such a dick and no you're not coming to monaco god i hate you i don't want to see you
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i bet you are sorry,
and with that she hung up
she had stayed the night at Charles's place and she had showed up back home just a couple of hours ago*knock knock*
Sweetheart alles okay?
Oui dad.
Dürfen ich reinkommen?
(can i come in?)
uh ja.
Honey, what was all that screaming, ist wirklich alles in ordnung?
(is everything really okay?)
Yea it is just my pr team giving me a hard time because of the shit that is going on
You sure sweatpea because it didn't really sound like you were talking to your pr team..
Yea dad it's fine I'm good I'll manage.
And uh you wanna talk about what's going on with Alex? Mum and I saw those pictures too and honey we are concerned. You mother won't say anything because she feels you are old enough to know what's right and what's not, but deep down it's eating her up and she's freaking out honey. I don't want to make you feel bad or guilty but she couldn't stop crying when she saw those pictures. I mean honey what was all that about why the fuck did he grab your neck!!?? Is he a nice person? He isn't treating you right, is he?She wanted to cry then and there in her dad's arms all she wanted to do was tell her mom and him everything but something was stopping her she didn't know what it was but she just couldn't.
she knew she couldn't she tried it with Charles, Benedict, Max, Lewis, her mum and dad the only people she trusted, but nothing. She couldn't even get herself to try to even think of telling IsabellaAlright then I'll leave you to get back to doing whatever
he kissed her daughter on her forehead and leftWhat am i doing What am i doing What is wrong with me, she whispered to herself
a tear slipped down her face
Why am I protecting him? Why can't i just tell them the truth? Why am I hiding everything?
by now she was standing infront of her bathroom mirror bawling her eyes outno you're not doing that you're gonna not do it she took deep breaths
you're gonna go on a run instead
one, two,
three,
four,
five, six, seven,
eight,
nine, ten. Deep breathsshe washed her face and got dressed and went downstairs
mum I'll be back in sometime
going on a run love?
yea bye love you.
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