(tw nightmare)
imma sleep idek I'm so fucking tired i hate myself for doing this to myself i shouldn't have even considered taking this life
my last words before i passed out in redbull center in saudi after looking at my practice session timings
they were good pretty satisfactory actually for a rookie as i must add
i woke up to a lot of commotion in my drivers room everyone was worried sick
"omfg Natasha are you okay wtf"
"I'm fine max relax"
"no you're not christain chimed in you're blood pressure is shit
what are you not eating or something"
"horner i-"
"did you start smoking!!???"
"christi-"
"nat this is the second race of the season I can't have you not race nor i can see you unwell"
"let her speak Jesus," said max
"thank you. i did nothing of such sorts
it's just i uggghh god I'm on my periods and my blood pressure goes a bit low sometimes it's no big deal i just didn't feel like taking my meds today"
as a matter of fact I hadn't started smoking someone who already is a smoker cannot start smoking
"oh uh okay but don't do that during race week and um take care you should take a leave and get rest"
"uh no that's alright i anyways need to get on sim and improve my track timings"
"nuh huh no way you're going back in that car today your timings are perfection go back to the hotel"
max drove me back to the hotel calming myself down that nothing of such sorts happened when my thoughts got interrupted
"i don't mean to be intruding but didn't you say that you got your periods after bahrain probably"
shit the fuck i got caught red handed
"so like as far as I'm aware the minimum gap is atleast a month between 2 cycles right"
"uh i-"
"nat I'll ask you this again
are you okay?"
"is everything fine is something or someone bothering you"
"i uh- no um nothings bothering me max I'm good everythings okay everyone's good"
"so then why'd you lie
"um i uh i didn't want him to worry"
"worry about what nat"
by now the car wasn't moving
max had pulled up to the curb and worry was the word written all over his face
"i uh i don't know what happened there i don't know how my blood pressure dropped i have zero clue max honestly
and-" i sucked in a harsh breath a tear dropped
"nat hey he said wiping the tear you're fine it's okay as long as nothings bothering you it was nothing happens to everyone one atleast once in their life
just sleep in and everything would be fine"
"thanks maxxie really i needed that cause like i was shit scared"
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nats pov
please please no unhh lemme uh i g go s st stopp
grunting and wrestling with my own brain wasn't a new thing for me
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