〖 eleven 〗

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Dear Diary,

My friends visited for the first time today. They all came in one big group: Aoi, Akane, Kou, even Teru. I don't know if they will be visiting again soon. I no longer think that I want them to.

Despite knowing it would be hard, I wanted to see them. I wanted them to know how I was doing, and truthfully, I also wanted to keep the focus off myself.

How could I want something like that, when they were here for me? It just made it sound like I was deflecting everything they said though I did not want it to come across that way.

I think Aoi is mad at me. And if she is, Akane is too. I think Kou pities me; he probably feels as if he is walking on eggshells.

I truly believe Teru was only there for Kou and more so for his reputation. I'm sure that's what he cares about more than me.

When did I start thinking things like that?

Love, Nene

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