Madly In Love. (Severus Snape x Fem reader)

Chapter 15

Hello everyone!! How are you all?? It has almost been 2 whole years since I wrote a chapter and I completely forgot about this. I will write another chapter now but I am very sorry if its really mismatched to the rest of the story, I will try my best!
Also, I can continue this story on but I would also be up to starting another story, if any of you would like that please leave some recommendations of what you would like to read in the comments :)

Y/N's POV

A few weeks had passed since my birthday and I hadn't really had much alone time with Severus since then. He has been quite closed off with me so I feel like he just wants some time to himself.

Abby has kind of gotten over me but there is still a little bit of awkwardness between us, Jack and Holly are really confused about it but they haven't brought it up to us. Abby understood that I didn't feel the same way about her and that we can't control who we love, I told her that I would support her every step of the way and she could always talk to me.

I didn't have potions today so I decided would find Severus at some point in the day to talk to him. I haven't wanted to bother him much over the past few days because of his bad mood so we have only sent a few owls back and forth as we also can't really be seen together.

Severus' POV

These past few days have been so infuriating. Students just getting on my nerves. Other professors just going on and on about boring topics. I have hardly seen Y/N since her birthday. I guess I am kind of glad as I don't want to take my mood out on her but I have missed her.

I walk to my classroom ready to teach for the day. Y/N isn't in any of my classes today so I dont get to see her in class either.

Soon enough all my classes were finished and I was feeling more moody than I was earlier. I head back to my room and pick up a book. It was the same book I read to Y/N on her birthday. I enjoyed that day so much but we haven't had any alone time since then. I lay down on my  sofa and open it up to where we left off. I found myself drifting off to sleep so I put my book down and grab a blanket. Maybe a nap before dinner will brighten my mood a little bit. 

After about 2 hours I woke up in the same position I fell asleep. My mood hasn't really changed but I still stand up and go and make myself look presentable enough for dinner. I leave my chambers and head for the Great Hall hoping not to meet anyone along the way. I seriously can not be bothered with engaging in a conversation.

Y/N's POV

I'm walking down a corridor to get to dinner when I see Severus walking as well. I run up to him but he just rolls his eyes and looks moody. That's a bit strange...

"Hi!" I said quite excited. 

"What do you want?" He replied monotonously.

"Are you not happy to see me? We haven't been able to talk in a few days." I say less enthusiastically. 

"We have sent letters to each other, is that not enough for you?" He asks me. Why is he doing this??

"Have I done something wrong? Have I upset you in some way?" I ask, with my emotions building up, tears welling in my eyes. 

"You're just aggravating me. Just like any other student. Stupid child." Well that hurt. 

"Severus, what has gotten into you? Why are you acting like this?"

"Don't you dare call me that, someone could hear you say that and I can get in trouble." 

"Are you serious? Is that all you care about? You don't care about me being upset because you want to act like this?" 

"Whatever just get out of my way. Insolent student." He said with no emotion in his voice. 

"Very well then Professor Snape, have a nice evening." I say with a tear rolling down my cheek. He gives me a look as I change my tone and opens his mouth to say something but closes it just as quick. 

Bastard. I think as I walk off with tears streaming down my cheeks. I switch directions and go back to my dorm room instead of going to dinner. I couldn't believe he would say things like that to me. 

I get to my bed and just throw myself down on it. I can't believe it. What did I do? I don't remember doing anything that would upset him? Does he still want me? What if he lost feelings? I'm so confused. 

He better be careful otherwise I won't stay because I don't deserve to be treated like this when I haven't done anything wrong. 

Ugh I'm so sorry guys I just love a little angst. Sorry if you don't enjoy this that much I tried but it's been a while haha. Happy new year everyone!!