I don't exactly remember when I started to hate the way love felt.
It's not necessarily about how it felt, more or less who I loved.
I think sometimes we create our own heartbreaks through expectation. I keep telling myself that as if it will make myself feel better, or make myself hurt less.
It doesn't work.
I wish I could forget you. It's not what I want. But I know it's what I need.
I'm Libby. As simple as my name may come across, my life has not been as easy as it may seem. I don't want to sound self pitying, but there's no point in watering it down.
Growing up in California was a mixed experience. A busy and bright place, which was very different to me as a person. I never felt right. My mom always told me my dreams were to big for Cali, and that i needed to sort my priorities out. I only had one priority then, and that was to move away and pursue the career I wanted. However, over some time, my priority had changed.
It was you.
- This is the first part of this book, and I really wanted to write something Chan related as he is actually my ult. I hope you can enjoy this as much as I enjoyed writing it! -
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I wish I could forget you - Bangchan
Fanfiction"One day my heart will stop mentioning you." "Is that what you want to happen?" "It's what I need to happen." Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great. safe for all ages.
