I wish I could forget you - Bangchan

- Part 6 -

- Flash back to midway through last summer -

We had spent most days together then, there were rare moments when we were apart. I finally felt truly comfortable with someone, I had felt so safe. 

We seemed to do everything together, that ranged from small things to big trips out. But he still had not asked for me to be his Girlfriend. I obviously wasn't going to ask him about it as I wasn't that kind of person, and I didn't want to seem as though I was moving too fast. But it confused me as to why he hadn't said anything. 

Sitting side by side on the wall by the beach, the one we always went to, I leaned back on his shoulder. His scent of vanilla flooded my nose. I didn't think it was possible to ever miss his scent in that moment, as he was always with me. 

"Libby.. there's something I want to give to you." he said as he looked down at me a little, his dimples more prominent than ever. 

"You give me so much already Chan, I feel like I don't give enough in return." I say as I pat his arm lightly.

"Just let me give you this, please." he says as he takes something out from his bag. It takes me a moment to realize what it is. He hands me his white t shirt, the one with the band logo on. From when we met in the store that day. I feel my heartbeat increase as I take it from him.

"Are you sure about this? It's your favorite shirt Chan." I say worriedly as I fold it in my arms.

"I think it's more important that you have it. You're my favorite girl after all." he says with a grin.

"Oh stop it." I say jokingly as I rest my head back on his shoulder.

If I could stop time, I would stop it on that exact moment. 

- Back to Present time -

You broke my heart but I still forgive you with all the pieces.

I don't hate you. I don't think I could ever possibly bring myself to hate you.

For simply hating you would be hating myself.