- 2 years later -
I'm doing better now, in a way. I finally moved away from California.
I felt awful about leaving my mom, but shes going to be moving nearby next summer.
Summer doesn't seem to be my lucky month I suppose.
I've been keeping up with guitar practice, I still wear that bracelet you gave me. That CD you gave me? I still have it. It's framed on my wall. My new career has been successful, you would be proud of me. I still wish I had answers. But my questions remain unanswered.
I'm just a little tired you know? I want to stop trying and not care for a few days. I'm tired of feeling this way.
It's been so long and I should have forgotten about you by now. I wish I could forget you.
Also, I still drink pineapple juice, I just thought you would like to know. It doesn't taste as sweet though, now that you aren't here.
One day. One day I hope to see you again.
There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It's caused by the absence of you.
Somebody asked me if I knew you a couple days ago. I smiled and told them I didn't. It hurt me to say, and it hurt to even hear your name. But maybe it will hurt less if I pretend I never knew you.
I wish I could say I hate you, but the truth is, I still love you.
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I wish I could forget you - Bangchan
Fanfic"One day my heart will stop mentioning you." "Is that what you want to happen?" "It's what I need to happen." Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great. safe for all ages.
