- 6 months later -
Those rare few messages turned into no messages as time flew by.
I tried to call him several times but It said his number no longer existed.
I cried to my mother that night, when that call didn't go through. I didn't understand what I had done. I didn't understand why this had happened or what I had done wrong.
He said that we would make it work. That the distance would be hard but we would fight through it.
I had hope that somehow you would contact me. That you would reach out. I waited, like you said. I waited for you but you never came back. I waited so long that I lost myself.
I suppose in the end there's a reason for everything. We were brought together but whatever you want to call it. Whether that's fate or just our worlds colliding, but there's a reason we met, there's a reason you left, and a reason why I kept hanging on.
Sometimes I find myself selfish for feeling that way, and I blame myself for this. But there's no reason to blame myself when it isn't my fault.
I get reminded of you when I look a the ocean, I see you in most things. I don't even like where I live anymore as I am reminded of you in everything.
I still wear your t shirt.
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I wish I could forget you - Bangchan
Fanfiction"One day my heart will stop mentioning you." "Is that what you want to happen?" "It's what I need to happen." Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great. safe for all ages.
