Fix Me ~ Book 1 (PTX fanfic.. KAVI)

Fall

(Kirstie's POV still)

"Kirstie,"

"Shush.." I slured.

"C'mon get up"

"Who are you?"

"Kirstie, it's Queen. Now you my little princess need to get up." He sasses. I the groan loudly turning my body towards the curtain which was a mistake.

Mitch yanks the curtain open. I squint my eyes at the sun that shone in my face. He tilted his head and looked at me. He put his head on his hips before he finally spoke.

"Kirstie, we have some things to talk about." He said sturnly. I searched for the smirking or dimples in his face but there was not one. He was serious..

Oh God.

He then walked over to the back lounge,and waited for me. I scratched my head in confusion. This better actually be serious because if not, that's my precious beauty sleep wasted. Wastedd. I then jump down as quietly as possible as I try not to wake my sleep neighbor below, Scott. Luckily he was sound asleep. I briefly squinted out of the window, and saw that we were parked at a gas station. I scratched my head again. Now, I think it's this ponytail that's making my head itchy. I then release my ponytail I had in from last night.

Last night.

What if that's what he wants to talk about? What if he heard everything? Nah, no he didn't. But his bunk his right near where we were sitting. But we didn't even talk about anything... Wait. But we were in the bathroom together. What if he saw that?? The door was closed behind Avi. What if it sound like..

Nah.

But that's probably what he's gonna ask questions about. Oh well might as well go in prepared. I then inhale then exhale. I walk into the smaller lounge at the back of the bus. Mitch is sitting there with his legs crossed, scrolling through his Instagram.

I walked over and sat down. He didn't notice. I moved around uncontrollably, he didn't notice. I was about to jump on this young man but then he looks up at me with a raised eyebrow. I then smile awkwardly and settle down.

"Look Mi-"

"Look at this," he cut me off. I tilted my head and then scooted closer to Mitch. He then paused. And I look at up at him.

"Wait, what were you gonna say?" He asked scratching his bed hair. I shook my head violently and smiled creepily.

Real settle, Kirstie.

"Umm, okay.." He trailed off, his face clearly questioning my behavior as he looked back down at his phone. He then scolded at whatever was on the screen and gave me his phone. I then looked at the thumbnail of the Instagram video, but then quickly pressed play. The video played.

Video description: Warning... Explicit.

"Jeremy.." A girl mumbled. The screen was still black until..

Jeremy looked at the camera and stood his middle fingers up. As soon as he moves his face, and his fingers away from view, the setting was a hot tub that had led lights at the bottom, and unknown music playing in the background. But in the tub was a jet black haired girl, in a bikini and was dancing slowly in the hot tub to the music. Jeremy then got in and started viciously making out with her, feeling all over the girl, the girls bottom of bikini coming off floating in the water. Jeremy breaks their kiss and smiles at the girl. He then reached down under and started to finger the girl, and she moaned at looked at the camera and smiled mischievously. Jeremy then reached for the back of her bikini with his free and, her grasping to him, then the video shut off.

My expression was furious. There were tears in my eyes, and I was gripping on Mitch's phone tightly. Mitch grabbed his phone before I could do any real harm to it. I then looked at Mitch, and he searched my face for sadness. He then reached out for my and hugged me tightly. I started to sob uncontrollably into his shoulder, until my sobs turned into pure screams. Mitch rubbed my back in a circular motion. My body shook. It hurt. I hurt. Everything hurts.

I then began to shake from crying so much. I thought I could trust him you know. Just when you think you could trust somebody. Or that they could love you. You'd think they would actually care?? No! They don't give a rats ass about your damn feelings. They just let you fall. You shatter into a million pieces.

My screaming became louder and louder, eventually waking the other three up. I screamed in Mitch's shoulder like he was my pillow. If he was an actual pillow, he wouldn't be in tact. Mitch tried to shush me but it didn't work. I then later just shushed myself. I still sobbed uncontrollably..

But he's not even worth crying for. Why am I? Is it because I actually had feelings for him?? Yes, actually I did. Until now. All want to do his break his face and all of his limbs. Then raised myself Mitch's now soaked shoulder. He looked at me worriedly, as I turn around I see everyone crowed around, probably wondering what the hell happened to me?

"Kirstie." Kevin spoke quietly. My eyes looked at him and I just ran into his arms. He was kinda scared at first, I could tell because of the way he stiffened. He then just whispered in my ear.

"Kirst, it's alright, we'll kick his a-" He cut himself off. I giggled dryly at his little slip up. We released one another then before I could fully redeem myself for the next hug, Scott came crashing.

"Kirstie, no please don't worry we'll kill him as a team. I mean not literally. Don't wanna go to jail but we got him." His chest vibrated as he spoke. He then lightly kissed my hair as I was passed onto Avi. He just stood there for a sec.

I then came crashing into him, hugging as tight as possible. He rubbed my back slowly and then began to slowly caress my hair. He to me felt the warmest out of them all. Maybe because he just so... What am I saying.

Then I heard light conversations float about on the bus. Everyone began walking their own ways, still sounding depressed and slower than usual. Not like the fun and energetic people I know. I just brought them down with my pity party bullshit.

I was still in Avi's arms. I slowly calmed down, sniffling a little here and a little there. Then I drifted off into a deep sleep.
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I then shot up, and breathed quickly, forgetting where I was and what happened for one second.

One second.

I laid back down against something. I then moved around a little bit, and opened one eye looking around. Then I rolled over to find Avi beside me.

Startled, I rolled off of the bunk. Making a loud thud.

In the beginning I felt no pain at first but then it began to kick in. Tears started rolling down my cheeks, seconds later I loudly groaned in pain. I looked over at everyone and slowly rose up. I dusted off my shoulders and walked back to the kitchen area, grabbing some popcorn.

As the microwave beeps, I walk over to it but I then hear my phone go off. I walked over to my phone and looked through my messages. My stomach turned as I looked at the person who sent them. Ugh, not again.

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Anddddddd there you go the second chapter. Yay clappy clap. I know later on I'm gonna totally regret adding Scomiche..so it will be placed in some chapters just to stir up some drama and cliff hangers. *wink wink* I know maybe this book escalated to fast, but I did that to get it up and running. So I hope you like.

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Peace and Harmony ~ Nyah✌🏾️