Fix Me ~ Book 1 (PTX fanfic.. KAVI)

Together No Longer

Current Mood: Ughhh.

Everything right now is so awry. I can't even deal with it. I want some deep thinking time. But at the same time I need a breathe of fresh air. I want to eat but I refuse to step foot in that kitchen with Avi in it. I'm uncomfortable. But thinking over all my first world problems I just knew weren't going to exactly help any of these situations.

Situations. Why can't it just be one big situation, rather than many? But life doesn't work like that. It never does. It wants me to drown in my own grief. It's disgusting.

I am in need of a nap. It would be nice to fly away to a world where everything is perfect and happy, everyone was too. Too bad that didn't exist.

Plus, I have to get ready for our flight. I've been sitting in my bunk since 10:00 am. It's now 1:30. At least when we get home.. wait.

When they get home. Cause I guess nw, I currently don't have one.

I slowly slide out of my bunk swinging my feet over. I slide out, lazily pouncing to my feet. I peek around the corner to see Mitch aiding Kevin as Scott creepily stood back watching it happen.

I walked away from that situation to get my comfy outfit to change in for the airport. When I got it, I realized something next to it. A phone. That was not mine. Nor Avi's, Kevin's, Scott's, Mitch's, or Esther's.

But Ben's.

It was turned faced down. I most likely didn't realize it was there when I put my outfit there. What if it wasn't?

I picked it up slowly turning it over. I gasp a bit as I look at the cracked screen. Sliding my finger over the shattered screen, I could actually feel the crack. Centered as well, I figured someone cracked it purposely.

I place the phone, exactly the way I found it. I then simply walked away.

Seriously, where is he? Has anyone notice, or am I the only one. He can't just disappear. I wasn't going to investigate like a nose little rat, that woud just cause drama and buy trampoline because there was probably gonna be some conclusion jumping, too.

Everyone's tolerance for nonsense, including mine was so low. I don't need to start another situation.

I walked into the bathroom making sure to lock the door this time. So... things wouldn't happen. I slipped off my pj's and placed put on the fresh new clothing.

I put my hair up, in a simple pony tail as I walked out the bathroom. I sat on my bunk, not knowing what to do next.

Looking over.. I see my phone. My stomach turned. The last time I picked my phone, I cried and Avi came to 'save' me. I don't have that anymore

Well, get used to it, Kirstie.

I finally picked up my phone. I took a deep breathe and turned on the screen. 3 new messages... great. I regret this now, yet I'm gonna do it anyway.

Jeremy *heart eye emoji*
Lol that moment when you...

I needed to change his name to something like.. Cunt. Yea.

I hesitantly tapped my finger upon the cursed name.

I opened up the chat, exhaling a breath I didn't even know I was holding.

That moment when you realize I never loved you but used you for your fame

I'd put the pieces together if I were you.

Tell Avi I said get well soon. Olaf misses you btw. Peace out, slut

I clutched my hand over my heart, feeling a sharp pain. I let out a sharp yelp, which wasn't very quiet.

Why did it hurt. I didn't care. I don't care. We both don't care. I know he doesn't love me.

I let a single tear fall down my cheek before Kevin came, walking at a fast paste.

"Kirst?" He said, looking up at me. He then looked at my hand, snatching my phone.

"Hey!" I said, in surprise. But he ignored.

"How bout I take your phone before you have another break down. Alright?" He said.

I nodded agreely. He looked at me to make sure I was completely ready.

"All done packing?" He asked, looking over at my bags.

"Basically." I responded, looking down at my fingers. "Kevin. Thank you."

"Hm?" He said looking at me."What do you mean?"

"For actually caring. Thanks." I sadly smiled.

"No problem."

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This is going to be awkward. I wish we hadn't planned out where exactly we were going to sit because I have to sit by-correction in between Avi and Scott. Both hate me. God damn.

Usually the only reason I sit between them is because one or the other would usually let me lay on their shoulder. We all know that is definitely not happening.

We all walked down to our gate. We looked more separate than together. It broke my heart. We all were so close but now, we're spread apart.

So engulfed in my sappy thoughts I accidentally bumped into someone. I looked up, a little too far up-like Scott.

"Alex." I grunted, moving my stuff out the way. He looked at me blankly.

"How's Scott doing?" He asked, stepping in front of me. I scoffed, rolling my eyes.

"Why do you care? Didn't he cheat on you?" I asked.

"Because of you. I forgive him. He was drunk but you were to blame. You told him to do it. He was confused and-"

"No. I told him no. I told him not to. He wasn't even that drunk. If he was sloppy drunk, the boy won't even be able to put it." I furrowed my eyebrows. I then tense up a bit more. "What did you do to Avi.

"I'm sorry what?" Alex said, putting I hand on his hip.

"Avi, you drugged him, didn't you. To make that night a blur." I looked past him, down at the rest of the group. "I'll deal with you later."

I walked around but he grabbed my shoulder. He leaned down and whispered into my ear. "Tell Scott I still love him." I then simply walk away from him, walking at a faster pace to catch up.

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