Fix Me ~ Book 1 (PTX fanfic.. KAVI)

Again

After our fun, we sat there for a moment, staring at each other. Direct eye contact. He squinted at me, causing me to raise an eyebrow.

"What's wrong?" I asked, confused.

"I...I think I love you..."

I paused for a moment, my face going blank. I was basically in shock-- Although he said it to me before. Not in that tone. His tone the last time was unsure, and curious. Yet this... it was defined and confidence.

"I love you too." I said quicker than a blink of an eye. He smiled at me, and he giggled deeply.

"I just realized something, we just.... and Kevin's home." My eyes widen in realization.

We both jumped up, zooming back in forth in the room to find our clothing.

We dressed quickly, tried our best to fix each other's hair before we left the room. We walked down the hall to Kevin's room, and we both peeped in.

He's out.

We both relaxed, relieved that our dirty actions were not heard. As we walked out to the living room, I slid across the ground in my socks.

"This is weird," I admitted, stoppong mid slide and turning to face Avi, who was completely confused.

"How." He said, walking past me, sitting on the couch.

I walked over to him to sit down as I began to speak. "That all of a sudden, we are being... 'friendly' to each other. Although just a month and half ago I was terrified of you. Funny how things change, how time works." I thought aloud, then looking over at Avi.

"It's not even the time that changed, it's more like the connection. Um, can I admit something to you?" He said looking at me. I nodded as he went on.

"When we were on the sing-off, and a year after that, I was really into you. It seemed like you were into me and I seriously thought, it might've been something then. Like we could've actually been together." He sighed heavily before he continued. "Then Jeremy came along. Yea, I remember exactly how you met him." He said, looking a bit distant.

"We were alone. Well sorta..." I thought over.

"Exactly. I saw. Backstage after our performance he came over to you and started talking, everytime you'd grin at him, my heart shrivled. He made you laugh, probably a bit harder than I'd ever heard. I didn't get it, Kirstie. What did you see?"

I bit my lip, thinking that past relationship over. What did I see in him, besides the looks. Personality seemed fake. I didn't see then. I didn't know any better.

"Anyway, I kept watching, long enough to see that you too had exchanged numbers. At that point I had to leave. I felt like, we were in a relationship, and you just cheated on me." He shamefully bowed his head.

"I pretend to like him, to care about him whenever you talked about him. I'd rather listen to you talk about toilets and actually be interested rather then that guy." He laughed dryly.

"I was so mad I unfollowed you on twitter." He smiled at the silly past gesture.

I giggled. "Yea. I know. But you wanna know something, Avi?" He looked at me, on edge.

"The only thing that kept me with Jeremy was Olaf. He wouldn't give me Olaf. I tried to break up with him 5 times." I sighed. "I regret not leaving the first time."

"Man, I miss Olaf." I say after a long pause of silence. I leaned my head on Avi's shoulder. Putting his arm around me, he pulled me close.

Olaf was my sunshine. I want my baby back. I need him.

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"What on earth am I looking at?!" Kevin said, loudly, less than a shout but more than regular volume.

I jump up at the voice, which caused Avi to do the same. We looked back at Kevin, as we scooted away from each other.

"I was alseep for 2 hours. What could have possibly happened in 2 hours." He questioned.

Avi chucked, and I just elbowed him.

Kevin didn't notice as he walked his way into the kitchen. Opening the fridge, he took his time looking for something to snack on.

"I know how we can get Olaf, Kirstie." Avi said, so suddenly.

I looked at him in confusion shaking my head. "No, we can't. No way he's letting me get him."

He frowned at me. "I just want to make you happy and in order for that to happen, I need to get him."

"Aw you're so sweet. But really you don't ha-"

I was interrupted by a spitting sound, which came from the kitchen. Kevin, with a cup of water in his hands looking over at us.

We had gotten back in our original position snuggled up beside each other, which was obviously Kevin's first time seeing it.

"What happened, in those 2 hours. Spill or I'm going over there and pouring water on someone." He held a cup full of water threateningly in his hand, creeping slowly into the living room.

Avi and I both stole glances, and then looked back at Kevin, whom came closer, and faster than I'd expected.

One step more step Kevin took, we both jumped off the couch.

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