Darkest Love

Chapter Thirteen

Happy new year
01,03,24

Xaiy

I don't know why I did that earlier, I already know about him being my boyfriend for the past years yet I cannot accept the fact that I was inlove with him and still left him there.

I'm in my room right now, staring at the ceiling, asking how this things happened?

Too many questions are lingering in my head, bakit kailangang itago sakin? Ano bang problema kasi don?

Did I over react earlier? Shit I can't explain myself either

I was at that state when dark eats me up.

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Umaga na nang ako ay magising hindi ako ginising ni kuya o nino man sa bahay may morning classes ako ngayon pero maaga pa.

Naligo at inayos ko ang buo kong pagkatao bago lumabas ng kwarto, dire diretso lang akong lumabas ng bahay nang hindi sila pinapansin, nasa bahay ang pamilya ni ate at si kuya naman ay sinundan lang ako ng tingin ganon din si tita.

"Xaiy, how are you?" It was Klast

"Good"

"You don't seem fine at all" sabat ni Bea at tumabi sa akin, nasa cafeteria kami ngayon at tahimik lang akong nakaupo habang umiinom ng iced tea.

"I just had a bad dream last night, kaya siguro nadala ko hanggang ngayon"

"Oh edi mag ice cream tayo mamaya?"

"Not in the mood" sabi ko

"Hmm oki, basta sabi ka kung kailan mo gusto or-

"Nah I'm good, punta lang ako sa library" hindi ko na sila pinakinggan tumayo ako agad at tumungo sa library

"Hi, Xaiy how are you?" Here we go again

"I'm okay Chad, ikaw?"

"Same, anyways are you free tonight?" I only want to have a peaceful break tapos itong lalaking to aish

"I dunno e, why?"

"Birthday ko kasi, and I wanna celebrate it tonight sa beach" pabulong na sabi niya narealize niya ata na nasa library kami

"Ah, happy birthday, I forgot na-

"Nah it's fine, so are you up for it? Later tonight at 6?" Napakamot ako ng ilong at tumango nalang

"Yeah sure" ngumiti ako rito kahit pilit

"Yun oh, I'll be expecting you there Xaiy, see you later then" nauna na siyang lumabas sa library ako naman ay nagpamungko, hindi ko alam kung tama ba na pumayag akong pumunta ron hays

Pumasok nalang ako sa lahat ng subjects ko at pagkalabasan ay agad na inangkla ni Bea ang braso niya sa akin

"Xaiyyyy, I heard from Chad that you're coming to his party?" Nakangiting anito

"Yeah" tipid na sabi ko lang, napatitig siya sakin habang naglalakad kami "what?"

"You sure? Gusto mo bang sumabay samin ni Klast?" Umiling ako

"Nah, can go there myself"

"Will kuya Troy come with you?"

"I didn't tell him that I'll come"

"What the? Hey you need to make paalam, beach party yun e, at sala friends naman sila baka pumunta si kuya troy"

"Yeah, I'll let mama and papa know"

"Did you two fight again?"

"Nah, anjan na pala si Klast oh" sabi ko habang nakatingin sa papalapit na lalaki