Can you see me?

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Wednesday is jealous of Enid hanging out with the boys more than her.
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WEDNESDAYS POV!!

Not that it matters or anything but me and Enids relationship has been going on for 2 months now. She's such a sweet girl. Not until she started talking with Ajax again.

She's been hanging out with the boys more than me. It's not just these small hangouts they usually last days. What could she be doing with them? Is she cheating on me. I hope not.

She always gives me kisses before leaving but do they really mean anything? I'm always alone, reading, or playing the cello.

It's been going on for so long. I'm so tired of it. I still love her deeply it's just breaking my heart. I've grown more fond of her leaving for like a few hours but days? I'm going insane.

This girl has me wrapped around her finger, I love her but I can't even figure it out if she loves me the same.

Sure hanging out with boys isn't a big deal but when one of the boys if your ex? What the actual fuck.

I decided not to take my melatonin gummies today. I've seemed to grown obsessed with them, thing has told me to stop. So I have.

Although facing the wall in my room and holding my breath for 10 seconds and releasing it for 10 seconds isn't helping. I overthink, my new therapist says I have depression. I've know that for years already, it's nothing new.

I could hear the slightest movements outside the glass window. The wind blowing, the bird's chirping in the cold air. All alone, usually there would be these muscular warm arms around my waist.

But those are busy.

As my eyes start getting heavy I hear the door click open. This faint smell of flowers coming through the door. Enid, she's been gone for about 3 days.

"Hey thing." She whisper as I hear her drop something to floor and the springs on her bed make noises.

I hear her snoring a bit, knowing she's fully asleep. I start dozing off to the sound of her snores.

IN THE MORNING

I wake up feeling grumpy and stiff as usual. Although something feels different. I feel, different.

"Hiii baby!" I hear her voice from across the room.

"Hello." I respond to her. Getting up to go use the restroom, I feel her slightly whisper.

I'm still mad don't get me wrong, I mean who wouldn't be?

"My love? Are you okay?" I hear Enid ask me knocking at the door.

"Yeah." Definitely..

I'm just worried about her, what could she be doing?

I finish brushing my hair and teeth and open the door. I scan the room to see Enid sitting on my bed.

"Willa I'm hanging out with the boys today!" She says excitedly looking at her phone.

"Nice." I respond in a dry tone.

"Are you mad?"

I'm so done

"Obviously Enid! Can't you see? Your spending more time with them then me in these past two months!? For god sake I'm your fucking girlfriend and you can't even acknowledge me?"

"Wednesday I-"

"You can't explain Enid, I don't know but I think we might have to take a break. From eachother."

"But we're roomies? Slash girlfriends."

I'm on the verge of tears as I notice her eyes start to tear up as well.

"I'm sorry Enid I saw our relationship somewhere else. Just not here." I say.

"Please Wednesday I'll change, I'm sorry for being so stubborn I should've known."

"Changing needs time."

"I'm sorry Enid I'll be at the Addams mansion. Please come when you change your mind and start acting better. I love you."

ENIDS POV!

Wednesday just left me. I saw her pack and everything, tears in my eyes and I begged her to stay. She said "you need time." I told her I didn't. I realized my mistakes, how fucking stupid I was.

Thinking she liked being alone. Apparently she likes being alone with me. I'll give her time, maybe a month I'll be visiting and telling her I've changed.

God I miss her truly, she gave me kisses and hugs before she left. My puffy eyes sting, I haven't ate since yesterday. I can't get out of bed. I've just been on my phone all day.

I miss her

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