I wish....

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by kingbooeats

by kingbooeats

Summary!!
Enid rejects Wednesday (SHORT?)
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WEDNESDAY POV!

My body has been acting rather strange lately. My stomach has be fluttering and not in good way.My face burns like the pits of hell. And it's been around Enid.

It's not like me, when she tries to hug me or touch me in someway I let her. I've never let anyone do that, I'm seriously worried. Am I allergic to wolfs? Rather my hives are catching up to me.

She has Ajax, there's not a chance I have established some type of romantic feelings for the girl? No, that's impossible. I'm not continuing this Addams curse.

My thoughts are making my head hurt. I've thought too much today. Overthinking. The only way I can escape this is by sleeping.

Rotting in bed is not the best idea. I have been doing nothin. Typing and reading, thing bugging me. Suffering here while slowly dying.

"Wednesday! I'm coming in!" A soft voice says that's been slowly killing me

Enid skips in as she sits on her bed and goes on her phone immediately. She lays down and kicks her feet, she giggles and texts with the loudest typing noise ever.

And not the good kind.

I get up and open the glass door to our balcony. I alway see myself coming hear and just relaxing to clear my mind. I rest my arms on the edge and admire the starry night.

I hear the glass door open as I turn my head to the beautiful wolf.

"Hi wends, whatcha doing out here alone?"

"Thinking." I dryly respond to the wolf as she hums and leans on the balcony as well.

"Enid, I've been wanting to talk about something, important." I feel my heart racing, sweat beads start forming on my bed, my hands start feeling clammy and my head is racing with thoughts.

"Go ahead, talk my raven." Enid says unaware of what she just called me.

It's making me go crazy, this girl can put me in a psych ward with one look. Her beautiful blue eyes are so charming. I'd drown in them if I could.

"I've developed some feelings for...uhm a certain someone and I've being going insane trying to keep it in everyday. I can't figure out why I have developed these but I have."

"Who's this certain someone Willa?"

I stay quiet. Why can't you figure out it's you? I'm catching these feelings can't you see Enid?

"Oh.." Enid says looking down

"Wednesday..." Enid says sighing

"I wish you were a boy."

My heart shatters into a million pieces.the heart she used to make smile without even realizing, shattered.

"I see."

I walk back inside and open the dorm room to go outside. Take a walk get my mind off of what just happened.

I feel so humiliated, so vulnerable and exhausted. I don't understand.

I never want to follow the Addams curse. It's makes me threaten my own life.

Why can't I just be a boy? For Enid. To see her laugh to be the reason she smiles everyday. I know Ajax is talking to her but my signs weren't enough?

I made it obvious, at least I tried to.