𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚

010.

it was finally the evening. the time where beyonce and i got to wind down after a long day. once the three kids were bathed and tucked into bed, beyonce gave them a kiss on the cheek, telling them she loved them so much and she would see them in the morning. she never pressured me to but always said that i could always give them a kiss goodnight after her.

and that's what i did.

sir never let me out of his sight without that kiss goodnight. wrapping his arms so tight around my neck as i told him sweet dreams and that i would see him in the morning. blue telling me she would like it if i would do her hair in the morning, because she liked how i did it in a half up half down style with two plaits in the top half. rumi rubbing my cheek as she whispered i love you my nika, see you tomorrow. her eyes so heavy, but refused to let them drop before she told me that.

i loved them so much, as if they were my own.

to me, they were.

once they were sound asleep in bed, beyoncé and i took our time to get ready for bed. i never made the effort to bring sleep stuff over from my house, she always had the necessities.

it didn't take long for us to be wrapped in each others embrace, tangled up under the sheets. placing soft kisses on others lips, cheeks, nose... any exposed skin we could find. my freshly done nails tangled in that long beautiful hair of hers that i loved so much, as she brushed our noses together, loving the feeling of us being as close as possible.

if she could be in my skin, she would, and i wouldn't complain about it either.

"what's my favourite colour?" i asked softly. trying to ask the most random questions to keep her awake, missed her so much today that i didn't want her to fall asleep. i knew she wasn't that tired seeing as she napped earlier.

she chuckled, "pink baby." her voice so soft and quiet, trying to keep the mood calm between us as the clock on her night stand read 11:25pm.

i shook my head with a huge smile on my face, just happy to be facing the beauty laying in front of me, tracing the beauty marks on her face and neck. "nope. wrong."

her jaw dropped, a slight gasp leaving her mouth, "stop lying baby, it is pink. you told me it was pink." she pulled me closer by my waist.

i laughed against her shoulder before placing a kiss on it, "okay fine. it is pink." she playfully rolled her eyes.

i leaned in, locking our lips. i could never get tired of kissing her lips. she tasted so sweet. they were so soft and plump. loved the feeling when our tongues collided, our movements even slower wanting to stay here forever, never wanting to pull away. melted when she tugged on my bottom lip.

i pulled away before leaving multiple short pecks on her lips, before moving to her cheek.

"i feel like we were meant to be in this lifetime." she whispered softly against my lips.

i hummed, "sometimes i feel like if we met in another lifetime we would be inseparable, the way we are now. it doesn't feel like i've known you in this amount of time."

beyoncé never knew about my dreams. never knew how to bring it up in conversation. who wants to know that the person you're laying with basically dreamed you into their life? if this was anyone else it would be creepy. it still probably is from an outside view, but to me i knew what i wanted and i knew i was going to get it in this lifetime... i just never knew it would be her specifically and it would be now. but i was extremely grateful.

she nodded, "i feel like you get me, like you just came into my life and it felt like i've known you since my life began. can i tell you something?" she asked quietly, as if she was ashamed to ask me.