Right There is My Best Mistake

Know your worth

Hi loves... Hope you enjoy this

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(Ariana's Pov)

I watched Sean kill his set from backstage. This reminded me of my fan girl days. He looked amazing on that stage his fans were just vibing.

I see Zeno backstage he just looked at me and laughed as he keep walking. I wait patiently for Sean to get dressed and whatnot when I see these groupies all over him.. I know I have no right to get mad since I am over here trying to force myself on to Ricky.

Sean finally made his way to me.. He looked sexy as hell in his joggers and and white tee.. All I could see when I looked at him was the outline of his not so little friend.

Sean: you ready to go ?

Ariana: yeah..

Sean: alright.

Zeno: aye before you go let me talk to Ari really quick.

Sean: umm alright .. I will be over there..

Ariana: I knew this was coming.

Zeno: I haven't even said anything yet.. So how is the new boyfriend? Or should I say flavor of the month.

Ariana: (eye rolls) he isn't my boyfriend.. He doesn't even look at me in at way..

Zeno: trust me I know I can tell he doesn't want you.

Ariana: well thanks Zeno

Zeno: your the one so desperately
Trying to retreat things with him.. It looks forceful and your is boss that's very inappropriate..

Ariana: it wasn't like that .. ( Zeno side eyes me )

Zeno: Just know You Can't Recreate what you and Sean have or had..

Ariana: well thank you and trust me I won't I just want my friend back if that's all I can get for now.

Zeno: that's all you are gonna get for a while ..

Sean walks over ..

Sean: alright let's be out..

Ariana: where do you want to talk?

Sean: we can go back to your hotel.

Ariana: that won't be weird right ..

Sean: no it's weird at all plus I want to see the boys.

Ariana: yeah I am sure sirius will be excited to see you.

Sean: so how did you like the show?

Ariana: yeah it was really good. I was taking mental notes on things I could improve on.

Sean: I hope you are taking notes for me in general..

Ariana: the shade you are throwing right now..

Sean: I am just playing ..

We finally arrive at my hotel.. I make sure no fans are outside before we leave the car. We make our way to the elevator.

Sean: you would choose the highest level when your afraid of heights..

Ariana: don't judge me I just want to be able to see my loves better ..

As we make it to my room well suite.. I am greeted by Toulouse and Sirius.. Mostly Toulouse, Sirius bypassed me and went to Sean.. It makes since Sean got him for us.. Sean is his dad..

Sean: I am surprised they aren't here.. ( as he plays with Sirius)

Ariana: I think they believe I went back to the states.. Do you want something to drink ?

Sean: sure water sounds good..

Ariana: water coming right up.. I grab his water and grab the bottle of red wine I have in my mini fridge and a glass.,

Sean: thank you and red wine well okay ..,

Ariana: your welcome and yes I have a feeling this talk is going to bring out a lot and I know I will need a drink later..

Sean: okay .. So how have you really been?

Ariana: just coming right out with it. I am not okay.. I have been putting on this act and I make sure to emphasize that I am happy.. My mom knows that I am far from happy .. Some of my fans have noticed I am mess..

Sean: why are you acting like your happy when your not.. You need to be real with yourself and your fans. What is exactly going on with you and ol boy?

Ariana: because I am supposed to be a role model and It would make me feel like can't maintain my life.

Sean: well do you think it's better for your fans to look up to a girl who acting like a hoe?

Ariana: well no, is that how I am making myself look..

Sean: well as your friend I have to be honest with you .. But yes..

Ariana: ugh why I am I so stupid. Wait how do you know these thing.. I unfollowed you ?

Sean: yeah I saw that why did you do that ? Was it to get my attention? You do know I still follow you ... Plus Zeno has been wanting to go in on you since you started acting up..

Ariana: oh well you already know I did it to get your attention .. Which didn't work.. Why hasn't he

Sean: I told him to lay off you you because I know you. you don't need anyone's attention but your own.. Just remember to know your worth