Right There is My Best Mistake

I get so lonely ..

A/n - hi lovelies so I put a note out saying that I would only have about 7 more chapters for this story which includes this one . Because I start school in 6 weeks and I want to focus on my other story ..  I love you all so much and I am so grateful to have ya'll read and comment on my story telling the good and the bad.. Ya'll are the reason I am doing this .. So thank you tons .. Also please make sure to check out FAR AWAY FROM YOU.. That's my baby .. I love this story more than anything...

(Ariana Point Of View)

So about a week and a half after I do the show with Sean. We are still talking as friends he told me he wanted to stay focused.. And live his life while he was on tour and be single . Which I was okay with I guess .. I know he said he wanted to be single for a year . But I was not capable of being by myself for more then two days so. I decided to go to the studio with tommy and vic. 

I make it to the studio and the first person I see is Vic , I was so excited to see her. But as soon as she sees me she stops me from hugging her and says

Vic - so I see that you preformed with Sean almost two weeks ago.. That was a dope ass performance. But I thought ya'll weren't on speaking terms?

Ariana - was it really I loved the energy his fans gave. I was half expecting them to boo me off stage after that little Diary I did for my fans and the amount of attention I have been giving to Ricky . But no me and Sean talked . Well mostly he talked and helped her my mind right ... I guess..

Trying to leave out the sex.. But Vic knew me to well..

Vic - so you expect me to believe that you two just talked it out . You Damon well you let him smack that ass and pull that hair.

I squirmed in my seat.. I looked away at my little note book of songs.. The very few that I have written .. I am really insecure about my writing abilities, which is why I stick to the same love and heart break thing.

I can see Vic just staring at me ..

Ariana - oh god okay fine we had sex, the best sex we have ever had.. I missed being that close to him, but it felt like more of a goodbye then a lets get back together. So we are just friends for now.

Vic - Damn I know that must be tonight for you, I know how much you too cared for each other..

Ariana - yeah of course the love is still there but I want my friend back the one who would come over at night and watch AHS and try to teach Alexa and I how to rap..

Vic - oh girl you are better than me .. Become if tommy and I ever ended things I would be trying to fix it in anyway I could like put things on hold for a little bit..

Ariana - yeah..

Tommy finally makes his presence known as he walks into the studio with a damn bun on top of his head.. I was rolling I had to get it on snap his bun was giving me life ..

Tommy - so this song you keep posting were you looking for more beats like that or were you trying to find a new sound..

Ariana - surprise me...

Tommy - alright lil sis

After hearing a couple of beats I couldn't decide.. I got a text from Ricky asking if I was free .. I wasn't but didn't want to be rude and plus I have been kind of leading him on so. I text him back and told him to come to studio.. Which probably wasn't the best idea I mean it's not like he is in the music industry or know what I should put in this song.

He finally arrives after I come out of the booth. He sees me and is smiling. Ear to Ear.. Which not gonna lie is kind of awkward because I was just having sex with Sean. But I think Ricky lowkey likes skot.. But I can't be sure So what the harm if leading him on.. A little more .. I play him the song and he starts to dance to it.. His same old moves .. I lowkey roll my eyes .. Continues snapping everything we are doing

When Vic pulls me a side..

Vic- so is there a valid reason YOUR dancer Is here?

Ariana - he wanted to hang out I can't be rude.. While I am leading him on anyway ...

Vic - Ariana you just told me you fucked your ex and now you have this next project here, you know how you are ., you will end up with him in a few days when you know your ass needs to finally be single.

Ariana - I know .. But it's hard I wasn't tough love like you were I am used to jumping from relationship to relationship .. It's all I know ..

Vic - it's not all you know it's all you are used to, you KNOW you had a man who loved you and would give you anything in world if you asked for it and now he wants nothing more then a friendship with you which you should be lucky for. Most guys aren't friends with their exes that shit is to messy .. And you being this one here when you know that tommy and I are cool with Sean is just messy... Get your head out of them clouds sis ..

I just sat there taking everything in.. After I finished the song .. I send Ricky home and called it a night and went to go be with my babies.. When I got home I had sure to troll through my tweets and I see ton of my fans calling a THOT, thotbot , relationship bouncer, all from that snap video..

I honestly didn't know what to say so logged out and called it a night.

The next day..

I wake up to text from Vic saying she is sorry for being so hard on me and that her and tommy were going to Disney .. So I kind of invited myself and told the twins and Ricky to come.. Not sure what Vic would say about this.

So the crew arrived and we all met out In Disneyland. The ride was fun and filled with laughs. Which is what I love about my crew, no matter lame my jokes were or are they will always laugh with me.

Getting out of the care I scan for Vic and tommy .. I spot that Damn ponytail..

Vic see me and looks at who came with and shakes her head..

I see a lot of my fans.. Somehow they manage to get a pic of me and Ricky .. It's all over Twitter and I see how the fans are saying well it's official Ariana only takes her boyfriends to Disney ..

I think about it damn am I really that basic and predictable .. I out my phone away and enjoy the company of my friend

Tommy asks what I am doing my birthday this year which is in a few days.. I tell them I want to go to this place in New York that you wear mask the whole time and watch scary shit happen.. They all look at me and laugh saying that sounds like something I would want to do ..,

I ask what is everyone's plans for the fourth because my mom is working and so is Frankie which means I will be alone.. Which I honesty can't handle it made me miss my gramps and all the family gathers we would have . But the. I remember I am getting my teeth pulled the sixth ...

So I wanted to do something but everyone had plans.. But Ricky offered to have me over at his families house .. So I agreed .. This Fourth of July weekend coming up will be fun I think ...

We all decided to leave .. I end cuddling into Ricky because I was cold and had no jacket very not smart .. He took off his jacket and gave it to me., which made me smile so I kissed his cheek ..

After we make it to car everyone gets dropped off at their houses.. The last one is Ricky ... I like having him here with me... But I know it's because I Get So Lonely ...

A/n - so for all the Ricky and Ariana moments .. No he will NEVER get any lines in my story .. Just won't happen..

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