Right There is My Best Mistake

☁️️Saying Goodbye to Grandpa ☁️

☁️💫Strength is being selfless and kneeing that you can't be selfish ☁️💫

Ari's POV

Sean met gramps they hit it off which makes me happy that got to the chance to get to know each other. Grandpa said that I should be with Sean which shocked me it came out of no where I asked did that come from, he told me that Sean is the right guy for me.

Gramps said that Sean's heart is made for mine don't over thinking you will be surprised when the time comes baby doll. I gave gramps a hug and kiss and told him I would see him tomorrow . As we leave I get a message from scooter reminding me that I have good morning America in two days he sent me his best in regards to my gramps health i thanked him.

After we left the hospital decided that we would all watch a movie in the theatre downstairs. The whole crew pulled into the seats there was no room for me 😔 so I had to share with Sean 😍😘 the chairs are very roomie. I was wrapped in my blanket but I decided to share with him.

We all agreed on a horror movie. It getting really jumpy I started to cuddling into Sean's chest he wrapped his arm around my waist. I not complaining at all I feel safe in his arms he has been so supportive and then I realized that's what my grandpa meant when the time comes I wonder if he talk to sean when I went to went to get his water and blanket.

As we notice that the crew was falling asleep we decided to watch family guy. We were still cuddled into each other not wanting to move from
That spot I decided that I wanted to tell sean how I feel about him.

I face him and tell him that reason I broke up with jai was because my heart wasn't in it. I have feeling for a friend of mine who I met at Wango Tango and I rapped his song gangbang.

the whole time I am telling him this i am looking into my lap. When I finally get the courage to look up at him he smiles at with his beautiful smile of his and tells me that he feels same way that he has always had a slight crush on me for a while that he was just unsure how to tell me without ruining our friendship. We talks pure where we would go from here we decided to take things slow.

We notice it was getting rather late and I had to be up to go visit my grandpa we headed up to my room to go to bed (no we didn't do anything remember we are taking things slow ) we got in bed I turned on my alarms cuddled into Sean's chest and drifted to sleep

I wake up to my alarm go shower to get ready to see gramps I get dressed and walk out of the bathroom kiss sean on his cheek and head down stairs. Mommy, Nonna and I went to see gramps we arrived and were greeted by his doctorsthey told us the his vitals are were they should be and he digression in his progression.

😔 they also so said that they don't know how much longer he be here with us. This was all to much but I knew that I couldn't be selfish I had to be selfless and just be there for my gramps.

We all were in the room with him I hold his hand as I cry because I tell his body can't take it anymore I tell him it's okay grandpa you have taught us all so much. That we all love you and it's okay. With that I start to to sing some Frank Sinatra as I sing the first line I feel grandpa slightly drop my hand and with that I knew he was gone and I had to say goodbye.😭

We all hugged each other crying. I remember that I had that good morning America appearance i so badly wanted to cancel but I remember gramps saying that I needed to stay professional and keep up with my commitments.

We go back to the house I notice that both my boys are together in my room I walk into my room lay on the bed with them both and sean holds me while I cry. He tells me that God only takes Angels who have guided and protected many.😭☁️💫

We all lay there and I tell sean I have to be in NYC for GoodMorning America. He asked if I wanted to him to go with me I said yes. We fall asleep and wake for GMA I hope that I am strong enough .

I see all the love from my fans and I have the best guy by mom side. I trust my grandpa advice he is never wrong

With that love and light 💕☁️💫