Right There is My Best Mistake

Focus on YOU

Hi loves .. Well as you know this story is coming to a end I don't believe I will do a sequel.. This story as you have seem makes a little eh with Ari just because I have revisit her stupidity levels as every update happens. I just wish she would stop her I am happy I am happy bullshit when her face and body language tell us differently .. She was way more happier when she was with Sean .. Now she is lordt I how do I words this .. Fake .. She is more herself when she isn't with Ricky .. She was like this when she got back with jai the second time I honestly have I don't think I could or can sit here and watch her be so blind to the very fact that she is revisiting her past.. I also think that if she doesn't pull it together she will get sick.. She is over working herself like take time off we understand you don't have to give us all off you we want you healthy and YOURSELF... Any fan that says she is herself right now is so fake and you clearly don't see that Ari isn't Herself.. 

So with our further or due here is update number 3 I believe

Sean calling Ari .. ( again )

It's was late on my end but I knew o had to call Ariana get her side of this story.. Because I know that shouldn't just say things like I hate America like that. Something had to have been. Taken out of context.  I saw Zeno tweeting sticking up for her. I stayed quiet though I wasn't gonna tweet and have everyone assuming that we are together just from a tweet so that's when I decided I was just gonna call her .. I know she just got her wisdom teeth removed from her snap .. 

It was pretty late over here being that I am still overseas. I called it rang once but she picked up on the second ring..

Ari. (Groggy) hello ?

Sean.. Hey baby girl...  Were you sleep ?

Ari... Hi Sean (smiling like a idiot) no just woke up but these mess have me going in and out of sleep..

Sean... Oh okay .. So I called about something important ... Have you watched the news lately

Ari.. No I have been drugged up lately . Why ?

Sean.. Well there is a video of you licking various donuts and saying you hate America while in a donut shop..

Ari. Seriously ..

Sean...  Yeah a lot of your fans are going in on you lately too .. They are tweeting me telling me to get my friend .. I mean there isn't much I can do at this point baby girl but honestly what is going on with you I know you aren't happy you don't even look Like it at all ..

Ari.. I honestly haven't looked at my Twitter but they are telling you to get your "friend"..

Sean... Yeah I mean you know damn well you wouldn't have acted like this when we were together .. Even as your friend I want the best for you and this Ricky dude isn't it like I get he is just there to pass the time .. But it's time to be honest with yourself ..

Ari.. He makes me happy right yes because what I want I can't have and that's you ..  So if I can find it somewhere else until I can get you back then I will .. I know it wrong but It's true ..,you know it and I know it that if I wasn't so insecure about being in a serious relationship with a man who treats me like a queen then I would still be with you. But I am honestly working on it I am Sean I am ..

Sean... Look I am saying this as you friend who loves you .. You can't depend on anyone to make you happy .. You need to find way to make yourself happy .. The way you are acting right now Is very desperate .. I am honestly enjoying being single it's something new for and I have found myself a lot lately. I think my music is going to be even greater .. I am not saying that I wouldn't give you a second chance but you have a lot of frowning .. I want you to take yourself seriously .. Because it seems like you are doing all of this for attention .. I honestly don't want you to feel like I am calling you to only called because Zeno the one who is the main one giving you shit all the time..  Is even sticking up for you .. I think it's time for you remove the people in your life who aren't really here for you ..

Ari..Zeno really he was calling me out the last time I saw him.. Sean I hear everything your saying and I can't just cut off everyone right now at least not until this tour is over ..

Sean... Yeah when are you end this tour? I feel like you shouldn't have ended this tour months ago..

Ari.. I have my reasons...

Sean... Your reason ..? Don't play me I know you are doing so you won't be alone..

Ari... Sean I can't do this right now .. I have to go but .. I love you I do and I know you want the best for me and see the best in me.. But I have to think about this ..  Okay thank you again for calling me ace getting back in line .. Why is it always you

Sean ... Because you know that you still and will always belong to me .. Hell you picked up for me on the second ring.. But alright go back to bed beautiful .. You need your rest ... But before I go you should address what you said ...

Ari .. Alright I will bye Sean ..

I hope she was actually hearing me ..

(End of Sean's Point of view )

I listen to what Sean had said I did and he was right about it all ... I know that I need to get happy on my own .. So I decided it was time to distance myself from Ricky ... Even if my mind wouldn't let me .. I needed to for me myself & I to be happy with who I am .. I decided that I was gonna have my assistant drop off bossy ...  I didn't need to stand alone .. That's the first part ... Then I deleted the self from my birthday of us..as well as the cropped pic of Ricky at the table with my family..  That lead me to log on and see the tweets I was getting I looked like complete Hypocrite here I am saying I hate America when I was just saying that I loved America when I performed at pride .. Fuck who I am right now I can't .., 

I text Sean asking him what I should do .. When he suggested to should write a formal apology .. He was right I should I came out with statement but after reading it I noticed which it lacked my apology.. But I gave it to my publicist any way

I honestly I debated on putting that I eat the donuts.  Which wasn't vegan .. So I opted out I already looked dumb enough..  In the statement I didn't cover how I was sorry but I did cover on the food industry out here is sicken ..  But i know that apology was half asses so i decided to it was time for me to show my fave and actually apologize ..  I told my loves that I was still learning and I am not perfect .. Hell I am only 22 .. But this a huge step.. For me focusing on me

(A few months later ...)

I have been getting Dms about Ricky and he had been getting tons of hate .. So I dmed a love back and told them that he is good influence on me. as well as him being which we all know was s lie and that it hurts me to see them hating on him.. That they didn't really know him ...  I mean they don't ..  I mean how I described him was like a life coach .. But atleast he got that.

I saw a couple of my fans calling me out about saying his just a life coach like Isaac but I didn't want to say anymore lately I noticed that I had been Dropping little hints.

But we all know the truth ..

I added a few more dates to the tour just because I know that Sean was still touring and I wasn't ready to be home yet until I could get my friend back completely .. So until then I need to show my loves that I am truly trying to focus on ME....