Right There is My Best Mistake

Releasing Problem and The Accident

💕💜 Boy you make feel so lucky 💕💜
Ari's Pov

We decided that problem should be my first single from my album. I was nervous just because it was so different. But between my team pushing me plus I have Sean and Iggy on this track.

I had to say yes and we selected the 27 of April as the release date my loves have been counting even when I am not so I decided to do a tweet spree and tease the single I made sure to hint about my whisper. But I wanted him to stay a secret even though they may already know it's Sean💕💜🎤.

That session was very overwhelming to say the least.but I brushed it off I have a boyfriend he had a fiancée at the time.

If you have heard Sean and Naya ended their engagement for some reason Sean won't tell me I won't push it. I just bad for Sean though he loved her and now he seems heartbroken.😳😔

But yeah anyway today is the day for Radio Disney Music Awards and I am premiering problem to the world with new sexy choreography🙈.

I am super nervous I got two text one from Sean saying good luck tonight I smile at Sean's message it was simple but it was the fact that he remembered to text me and wish me luck, when my own boyfriend is too damn busy.

The One from scooter telling me he is running late ugh scooter is lucky I love him like a second father 😂🙈

After the performance i go online and see that the fans had to say about the performance and were so happy that I am dancing more.

I sent Sean text to see how he was since he is going through a lot. He text back sad he is okay but I could tell he wasn't so I called him to talk I could hear the pain in his voice It broke my heart.

So I ended my night with the crew and decided that I was going to go hangout with Sean and cheer him up I mean he is always there for me when I need him so I need to be there for him.

Its the first time I ever driven to his at house so as I am driving up the hill I am going super slow and I guess this lady did see me and hit the back of my car.

We both got out she asked what I did for a living and I told her I was a singer then she does on to say she thinks she broke her hip I laughed it off we exchanged car insurance info and from there I made my way to Sean's house.

I pull into the drive way and get out and lock my car. As I get to where the door is I don't even knock we never knock on each other's doors we just come in.

So I came in and saw Sean sitting in the dark in his den I take off my Uggs at the door and walked into the den and go set next too him I could tell he had been crying and drinking I could smell it.

I sat there and just waiting until he was ready to talk.

20 minutes passed when he started to tell me about the break up with Naya. How she didn't like how close me and Sean were it's not like have ever done anything sexual or anything so for her not to like the fact that me or Sean were close kind of upset me.

He also tells me that she has been hanging out with her friend Ryan while he was away on tour, Sean also said that he heard from friends that she is doing more then just hangout with Ryan. So from there he felt the need to end their engagement

During the conversation Sean turned to me and I could see tears in his eyes as he was telling all this I hugged him as tight as humanly possible.

How could you hurt someone like Sean, he is the the sweetest man ever he has the sweet he has the kindest heart.

I am in shock that Sean is letting me see him like this means he is truly hurt. He is a a real man he wasn't embarrassed for me to see him in this vulnerable state just continued to hug him.

I started to humming the lyrics to right there to him, then I just start to lightly sing the lyrics to him

And you care
You're so different
No one compares
And if you never change
I'm gonna stay right there
I'll always be right there

He hugged me and looked at me for a while and said thank you baby girl.
A little later that night we put on the rest of AHS since he has been trying to catch up with the show it became super late.

So Sean offered for me to stay in his guest room i agreed. So I decided to send my mom a text and told her I was stay over Sean's house because of how late it has gotten. my mom was so chill about it only cause she loves Sean.

I laugh at her quick response and picture of toulouse waiting for me in my room on my bed that perfect boy melts my heart.

As I lay there thinking over what Sean has told me. My heart hurts for him and part of me wants him to be mine and to treat him like he deserves but I am still in my relationship with jai .

But who knows what could happen