I was watching TikTok right? As I do. A quite sad video popped up on my fyp, it was talking about that one person today you would stay up with even though you knew you would be tired in the morning, just starting up with them to get to talk to them for the extra bit of time or to hear them laugh a bit more. Just kinda hit me in my feels yknow. I know I hate mentioning them but it reminded me of sora a lot, how I up until somewhat recently would ruin my sleep schedule to chat with them, to send a good morning message or on the weekends to be able to talk with them for like, most of the day. Hearing them laugh at stupid shit I did or stupid jokes I would make, even just having someone to rely on. Maybe I should reach out to them, I really fucking miss them but I feel like it would be awkward right? I wanna remember what they sound like, how they used to make me feel, all that shit ykyk. Imma hit them up, see how it goes, if they respond to me and shit.
I thought that would make me cry less his am I crying more now? I mean like Ky and them are doing good so that's good to hear right?
Anyways Imma head out for now, love y'all and have a goodnight
