Let's start with the good first
I made two new Dutch friends the other day and we've been talking alot, their names are Kiara(13f lesbian) and Callie(13f bi), their dating and really really cool.
I streamed again today, I going out with Matther a lot of it, Matther is really really cool, I streamed for almost 9 hours knocking my previous stream pb out of the park. I raided reasy but I didn't stay long because I wanted to grind Btd6, me and Matther were playing it on steam but I want unlocking things do I need to do it on my own which is sad
Now onto the panic
If you don't want to read this don't I just need to get this out there, I think I'm a lesbian, here's what you might be thinking "BUT AMÉLIE YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND!" And you would be right, but here the thing, I'm not sure what's happening, hell I don't even know if he's alive still and the last time I talked to him it wasn't good stop I don't even know if we are together not just that but I'm not sure if I like guys at all, I don't know what to do, I'm scared man I'm worried, I don't want to break up with him, I really really care about him, I love him, but love for me I'm this case is like with Caleb... I know that if I do break up with him I'll lose him forever, I don't know what to do, I can't lose him I care to damn much about him
Night night people
