Her Choice

Chapter 15

Alpha

It's twelve in the morning, but I still try my luck and send a message to Cameron.

She's been on my mind since she left me at Vina's Place. The kiss we shared, both of them was something else.

It awakened things in me that I didn't even know existed. As soon as our lips touched, electricity went through my veins. It's like I came alive.

She replied to my message and we chatted for a while till I told her to go to bed.

"Yes, sir."
"Good night."

I smile to myself. She makes me extremely happy.

I don't know why, but I have this feeling that the two options she talked about represent Laroi and I.

I could be overthinking, but I saw the way he looked at her and the way he looked at me because I was with her. They have some kind of history together.

If we really are the options she talked about, I hope she picks me. She's taken my heart already. I can't think of anything else except her. She's everywhere I go. When I close my eyes, I see her.

When I open my eyes, I still see her. Her green eyes have hypnotised me and cast me under a spell. Her luxurious black long hair that cascades down her back is alluring. Her scent is intoxicating.

It's like a drug that I'm getting addicted to. I want her wherever I am. I want to listen to her melodious voice.  I want to notice everything there is to her. I want to be the one to make her laugh and smile. I want to be witnessed as her hair falls back to her face when she laughs and is the one to tuck the loose strands behind her hair.

I want to go on more walks with her by the lake that she loves so much. I want to be in her life.

I snap out of my trance and walk into the washroom. I turn the shower on to let the water pour as I strip myself of my clothes. I walk into the shower, and the hot water relaxes all my nerves.

I take a long shower, and when I finally turn the shower off, the bathroom is steaming and covered with fog. I use a towel to rap my waist and brush my teeth.

I walk into my room and put on shorts and a tank top, and run my hand through my hair. One of my habits.

I leave my room and walk to the parlour. My mum has already gone to bed. I decided to watch TV. Fast and Furious is on, so I watch that. Honestly, I'm not paying attention to the movie. My mind is on her. What has she done to me?

The movie finally comes to an end, and I walk upstairs to my room. Having nothing else to do, I turn the lights off and climb into my sheets, thinking about Cameron as I drift to sleep.

Laroi

Cameron and I kissed. I'm above cloud 9 right now. If not for my stupid phone for ringing at the wrong time, our kiss would have gone deeper. She actually kissed me back.

When I was going in for the kiss, I thought she would step away, but she didn't. When she didn't step away and our lips met, I thought she wouldn't kiss me back, but she did.

Does she still have feelings for me? Is it possible that I could still get her back? Could we still end up together? I hope so. I hope she still has feelings for me. I hope we can still go back to how we were before. That would be awesome.

It would be a dream come true, really. I'm so excited right now. I'm driving so fast with so much adrenaline. It's like her kiss made me Laroi again.

It brought me back from the place that I was in. Just her kiss has done so much to me. Imagine if she was mine again. I would return to who I am. Really. I feel like screaming.