Cold breeze clasped around my body, stars brilliancy lingered at the sky with the moon. Thoughts were occupying my mind. With these thoughts that making my heart scathed into pieces like a shattered glass.
The things that I couldn't imagine to happen before is now happened. How on earth things prevail to happened such things. Am I that bad evil witch in my past life that making my life in this timeline miserable?
Why people do such things when your heart is pure? And your intention is genuine? Why somebody like me ended up being miserable and swindled by people who only good at the beginning?
Making things much worst, turning the table and making me the bad one. They are playing innocent when they are the one who caused you pain. Blaming you for things that made them do that such things.
I clearly knew to myself that I didn't do anything to make them do that. All I ever did was to give the love they deserve and this fvcking unfairly realm made by him. I persevered and understood people. I avail myself incase they need me. I gave my love, trust, patience, time, effort, assurance, understanding, and other things that I could do when I am inlove.
But why?!
Why people can't tend to appreciate the things you have done to them but they tend to see the bad in you?
Does love always filled with pain and resentment?
I was this girl who loves the idea of being in love. A person who will be there at my side through my ups and down. A person who will accept me for being who I am. A person who will not see me the way I see myself. A person who will make me special today, tomorrow, and the day after.
But all of that expectations been ruined when that person suddenly came into the picture. My expectations crumbled, putting into nothingness, all because of that person.
"Bakit naman ganu'n Lord? Kahit na ang sakit niyang mahalin handa akong manatili pero sa ginawa niya hindi ko na alam kung ano ang dapat kong gawin." I collapsed to the ground, my tears streaming uncontrollably, echoing the depths of my torment.
I felt a hand behind patting my back, comforting me the way they can. The pain inside is killing me. My world crumbled with that conversation of them. My heart dropped after reading the things she said with someone.
"K-kaya mo naman pala..." I whispered.
Natigil ang pagtapik niya sa likuran ko. Ramdam ko ang presensiya niya na papaharap sa akin. Ngunit nanatiling nakayuko ako.
"Kaya mo naman palang gawin lahat ng bagay na gusto kong gawin mo sa'kin dati ng walang pagmamakaawa na kasama pero sa iba mo ginawa." I bitterly smiled.
"I'm sorry sayang..." That angelic voice, which soothes me, and seems like music to my ears.
How could I possibly ignore that voice? Even if there is a trace of authority, coldness, and firm. Still I would love to hear it.
Ganito na ba ako katanga?
Nu'ng panahon ba na nagpaulan ng katangahan iniinom ko siguro kaya ganito ako katanga ngayon.
"S-sorry?" Dahan dahan kong inangat ang ulo ko at mukhang pinagsisihan ko na inangat ko.
Those emerald eyes of hers that consistently cause my knees to falter and my heart to race. Plump lips that always beckon me, defined jaw, pointy nose, her fair white complexion, and her hourglass figure that any girl would desire to have emphasizing her beauty.
"Hindi sapat ang isang sorry sa mga nagawa mo sa'kin. You broke my heart and crushed it into pieces!" I cried.
Hinila ko ang kwelyo ng suot niyang longsleeve. Mukhang kagagaling lang sa isang business meeting. Napayuko ulit ako at humagulgol ng iyak. I can't control my tears. Patuloy itong dumadaloy mula sa mata ko pababa sa mga pisnge ko.
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Rekindled Love
Fiksi PenggemarTwo hearts in love found themselves wounded by a single mistake, a rift that seemed insurmountable. The question lingered: could they ever return to the way they were? Like a candle once snuffed out, could their love be rekindled to bring light and...