"Loving you is like calming a raging storm inside me."
Eimiko brainrot: the first letter that ei writes to miko
To the shrine maiden,
I hope this letter does not find you, Miko.
How dare you? How dare you, an insolent servant that deserved none other than to be humbled disturbed my peace? Yae Miko, you are the most arrogant woman I have ever seen, so full of yourself. Of course, if you were here, you would question my connections with other arrogant women. How foolish of you. You know you are the only exception.
The day I laid my eyes on you was the day my life crumbled apart. I despised how you stood out with your useless cockiness; standing there smirking your face off looking so dazzling, yet so hateful. You like to mock, don't you? Surely one day, I will be biting your nasty plump lips to keep you from spouting more nonsense. I will bound you with the finest silk and make sure you kneel down before my archon self; nothing a humble servant cannot do.
A kitsune that dared to stand all smug before her goddess should be punished. Although, Miko, I cannot deny that your punishment will solely be your delight. You would twist my intentions, turning a punishment into whatever you desire. If you wanted pleasure, I would be a fool for you to be yours. I know damn well you would wear my punishment as a badge of honor, making a fool out of yourself to brag it out. To whom? I would never care, my dear kitsune, insolent irrelevant bastards are none of my concerns. Your laughter would echo in my ears and mold this old archon into your slave. I should be furious, but all I can feel is a strange admiration for your spirit.
This spirit of yours, Miko, you are a fox after all. Cunning is in your nature but I keep falling for your tricks every time. Day by day, I feel a part of myself morphing into you. I desire you so much that parts of me start to blur the lines between us. With every sly smile and every clever word, you weave your existence into my being and I find myself thirsting for more. Just the mere thought of you desiring me puts me into a deep slumber. Sometimes I feel restless not thinking about you and the moment you calls out for me, I knew I had lost myself entirely.
I do not have interest in your personal matters but I cannot help it if you keep poking your pink dazzling self into my vision. Although you have done your duties well, I am sure you can thrive to do better. However, do not mistake my words for praise. It is not my duty to congratulate you for the bare minimum. I must admit, the way you carry yourself astounds me to no end. Sometimes, I envy you. Not only you, but also your surroundings. It is bizarre how both men and women crave your attention. They are nothing more than disgusting pigs. Impudent scumbags who don't deserve your attention.
Me? I deserve it all. I not only crave your time, but also your touch. Perhaps I changed my feelings amidst writing this damn letter for you. So what? I cannot hide my frivolous smiles anymore. I would cause a thunderstorm just for you, my love. My heart yearns for you. Like a drowning person craving air, I crave you to live.
Miko, may you know your heart like I do, and we shall live together as two stars bound to live for eternity.
Forever yours,
Raiden Ei.
