When I See You

Chapter 2.

Taraji's POV

     I was practicing a self care day with my hair products that I created. I also put a face mask on and let some music play as I relaxed.

I had a ton of things on my mind. I had recently fired my entire team because of how much they've lacked in gaining opportunities for me. I was in my prime during Empire. I should've been booked for tons of films and shows but I wasn't. My team was lacking and my money is low. It always has been, I don't get paid what I deserve as an actress.

Lately I've been depressed. I fell into a dark place after taking a break from acting. I have no one to hold me and love me. I have no man, my child is grown and my momma is focusing on herself. I should be okay with being alone and I am. But sometimes I get lonely. The feeling of loneliness is not one that I enjoy.

I take a deep breath. The whole reason that I'm giving myself this day is because I need to get my head back into the game. Although I don't receive what I deserve , I don't plan on giving up. I want to get myself back out there on the market. I fell in love with acting. Acting is my one true love and I won't let anyone turn me away from it.

I look myself in the mirror and then run some hot water for my bath. I decided to take a walk into the kitchen with my silky rob on and make a cocktail. Hell I deserve it.

"I scribble X and O's in my notebook, checking how my hair and my nails look," I mumbled to myself as one of my favorite songs played in the background.

Once I was all set I took my rob off and stepped into my tub. I closed my eyes letting myself relax. I took a nice long sip on my cocktail.

"Thank you lord for everything you have given me," I say aloud before taking some more deep breaths.

My phone began to ring and I declined quicker than ever. I just need to be at peace for today. But then it went off again. I sighed and picked up the phone , waiting for someone to introduce themselves.

"Hi is this Taraji?" A familiar voice filled my ears. I rolled my eyes knowing exactly who it was.

"Yes this is she , who am I speaking to?"

"Hi yeah this is Oprah, I wanted to offer you an opportunity within an upcoming film,"

Although I never intended to work with Oprah again after what she did to Monique, I knew this could possibly be an opportunity I'd want to consider.

"I like the sound of this,"

"That's wonderful, the film we plan on recreating is the color purple,"

I rolled my eyes. She can forget it. How many times can this story be repeated?

"I found a wonderful director , his name is Blitz. He has a whole new creation in mind. Taraji his idea , his vision it's beautiful. I need you to be our Shug Avery,"

I was in deep thought. Truly considering this role.
"How would this story be different?" I challenged

"Well first off , this would be a musical. But we also get to see what's in Celie's mind. Of course we'd need you to do a chemistry read and audition with the cast especially Celie,"

"Well who do you have in mind for Celie?" I grew curious

"We really want Fantasia Barrino, I'm sure you've heard of her,"

A smile formed across my face. Sweet Fantasia , I'd love to work with that woman. Of course I only know her from her music and her career but I always admired her.

"I'm familiar with her name, well what did she say?" I gave a small laugh, I didn't want it to seem as if I were prying.

"We haven't gotten an answer just yet. But I can send you all the information necessary for being able to audition and all of that good stuff,"

I took a moment of consideration.
"Okay, I'll look through the information. Thank you for thinking of me Oprah,"

"Absolutely no problem, I hope to be seeing you soon!"

Do I even have the vocal power to be considering such a powerful role?

That question echos in my head like no other.

I've got to find myself a new team. How am I going to do this? Lord knows I'm not strong enough for it. I laugh to myself and close my eyes once more.

I guess I'll try, I need to get back out there anyways.
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