Heartbreak | bxb angst

Chapter 15

cw: boys kissin!!!! 😱 no but srsly, naughty stuff at the end.

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Jude's mother fought back tears. Her job had always obligated her to face the worst of situations, clients varying from a wide range of age coming to her for help and clarity as they speak on their life experiences. She had heard it all, everything from buried anger to deep desires of hurting other people, or one's own self. Her professionalism practically desensitized her. Of course, that doesn't mean she never empathized with her clients, but her years of experience had built a strong personality, not crumbling down easily at mundane misfortunes.

However, the sight of her own daughter, enveloped loosely in her arms because if held any tighter she felt that her frail body would crumble into little pieces, crying her eyes out, it was enough for her so strong facade to fade away.

Jude had slammed the door open upon entering the house, and her mother would normally take the moment and scold her for the aggression. But the painful wails emitting from her mouth, calling out for her mother, it awakened the motherly instincts of the middle aged woman, pushing her immediately to run towards the front door only to be stabbed in the heart by the sight of her daughter, who seemingly had tripped over and is struggling to catch her breath, rivers of tears flowing from her eyes.

She immediately went and crouched down to hold Jude, the daughter reaching her hand out helplessly like a child before tightly embracing the worried body of her mother. Jude's eyes blurred with tears, but as she saw her father looking at their vulnerable position she knew, he understood what had happened to her, and it only made her wish she hadn't told him anything.

That is why the man is now currently fidgeting worriedly with his fingers downstairs on the couch, following Jude's request in wanting to be alone only with her mother in her room.

Now laying on Jude's bed, Jude still sobbing as her eyes refused to dry out, her mother could only cuddle her in a half-spoon position, awaiting the moment Jude would either stop crying or fall asleep. At least having her fall asleep would mean that for a moment, Jude could take a short time not suffering from whatever it is that is killing her inside. From what she could see though, the cry showed no signs of stopping.

Everytime Jude's breathing seemed to stabilise, she would choke on her breath then a cry more heartwrenching than the ones before would escape before she continues crying harder, every sob threatening against her mother's stance, her eyes slowly swelling with tears of their own.

"Jude, please talk to me." her mother said, not able to hide the strain in her voice.

Jude shook her head, hard, feeling how embarassing it is that her dad downstairs is fully aware of her pathetic situation. Fully aware that she had been rejected by the only person she had ever fell in love with. The fact seemed to laugh and make fun of her, the voices in her head had grew louder and is now sounding like loud speakers blaring onto her ears, berating her for doing something so careless.

She wasn't going to make that same mistake again. Even if that means she has to suffer in silence.

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[Yesterday]

Jude
Vinny please
I'm really sorry
Read 09:14pm

[Today]

Vinny
I don't need a ride
Read 08:01am

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Ked had received a text from Vinny reporting that Jude wasn't coming to pick them up, meaning he would be arriving as usual, a few minutes later than Vinny.