Strength In Our Scars

21.

"Forever is a lie"
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On the other hand, Behind the door , from which y/n was unaware... someone else broke into tiny pieces too.

He closed the door on her face. His heart was beating too fast. Tears rolled down immediately from his eyes. He placed his hand on his chest as it was hurting a lot. He slided to the door and fell down on the floor. He sobbed silently behind the door. Hearing her loud sobs.

His soul shattered into pieces. It was like he cut an important piece of himself. He face palmed himself and cried with her. He was as helpless as she was. He had to do it in order to protect her. The burden of love killed him as much as it killed her. He then felt her gone.

So he stood up from there with his heavy heart. He went inside her room with tears flowing down continuously. He first looked at the big wide window with a couch and remembered how it fascinated her when she first saw it. He then went near her bed and sat on one side. remembering how she used to ask for 5 more minutes every morning.

He laid down on her bed and covered himself with the duvet completely. He sniffed her scent down to his chest and felt at peace for a while. He ran his hand to the other side remembering her presence on this bed. His tears never stopped. He was looking so miserable at this moment. He knew what he did. And he knew that he was right. "Love can crave you to death"

"I'm sorry princess" He cried

"I'm sorry i don't have any other choice"

"I love you"

"I admit it... i love you, i love you without end.." He cried loudly.

"Why! Why it had to be you! Why it had to end like this! ughhh~~" He threw the lamp in front of him

"I hate it!! i hate it!! " He fell down on the floor and cried

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NEXT DAY

Y/n woke up with aching head, heart and soul. She sat up on her bed while holding on to her head. She turned off the annoying alarm besides her. And realized she had the best sweet alarm at home. Him. He was her Home. Tears started to form in her puffy eyes. But she remembered all of his hurtful words.

"What a miserable person i am... I ruined my whole academic year with a person who was never mind" She sadly chuckled and slapped herself internally

She stood up from her bed and washed up. After changing her clothes she went outside early in the morning. She collected her documents and submitted an application for the dorm room. She then went to her college.

"Things used to be very different... " She thought for a while then shrugged off.

AFTER A WEEK

It was her final exam day. She got ready and went to her college. She was well prepared. As she changed her mind completely that night and promised herself to be a bigger name than him. She decided to leave him behind. She decided to win. She promised herself for the top grades. Forgetting about the things she said to hari when she was in love. Now she was just in grief.

She did her exam with a lot more confidence. She gave her all to the exam. The only thing spinning in her head now was to show him that she was not that miserable. She became miserable for him. She bent herself for him. for his love. Not because she was weak. She had this believe in herself.

After exam when she was walking back to her dorm, She saw a news on the public screen. The floor underneath her feet slipped away. Her heart skipped a beat as she heard the news.