Her New Year's Kiss part 2!
This has to hurt.
Idc u asked for this 😜
Y/N'S POV
I was staring at the invitation I received a few days ago.
"Aren't you gonna tell her?" Mom asks.
"Mom, she's getting married. There's no point in telling her anymore" I say.
"Whenever she's with him, I see the happiest version of herself" I say.
"I won't ruin something beautiful just because of my stupid feelings" I say.
"Your feelings aren't stupid. You are" She says.
"You had time to tell her but you didn't" She says.
"I know, mom. You don't have to tell me all the time" I say.
TIME SKIP
Waking up at the crack of dawn wasn't my thing.
But I had a wedding to attend to.
I immediately regretted not taking the offer to stay at the hotel where the entourage will be staying at.
I groaned as I turned off my alarm before getting up against my will.
I went to my bathroom and freshened up before putting on something comfortable to wear.
I got my bags and my dress and left.
"The drive will take about an hour, would you like anything to eat?" My driver, George asked.
"A coffee would be nice and also order what you want" I say.
He went to a drive thru and got us some breakfast.
"Thank you" I say when he handed me my coffee.
"You're welcome" He says.
A lot is going on in my mind at the moment.
It's just a mess in my head.
Oh my gosh, I'm attending Taylor's wedding!
This feels unreal
What if I can't do this?
What if I cry uncontrollably that I'll get everyone's attention?
What if I accidentally tell Taylor that I love her?
What if I do something embarassing?
Now that I thought of it, what if I trip when walking down the aisle?
I don't think I can see her.
I can't deal with all of my shit right now.
Calm down, it's not my wedding!
I'm just a bridesmaid with feelings for the bride, it's absolutely nothing!
Breathe in, breathe through, breath deep, breathe out.
As though I didn't notice how time passed by overthinking, we were already here.
I walked through the lobby of the 5-star hotel and went to the reception where I was escorted to the room.
Inside the room were my fellow bridesmaids which were also friends of mine.
"Morning" I greeted and settled my bags on the corner.
"You can put your dress there" One of the makeup artists said pointing at the clothes rack.
