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ANOTHER DAY, ENHYPEN SLAY!

Btw, I was planning to write a new Jungwon story with like a police + vampire theme. [NOTE: I AM A FUCKING MULTISTAN SO EVERY POSSIBLE GROUP WILL BE THERE] How should I write it. Any ideas, suggestions, or new possible themes to add?

[This chapter contains talks about suicide, rape, drug abuse and breaking relationships. Please don't read if you have any sensitive feelings towards these topics.]

Continue...

Jungwon

"Don't ever call me that again." Noona spoke looking away and removing my hands from her harshly.

"C'mon noona, how can you be this easy huh? You shouldn't trust girls like her so easily." I spat, my voice now hardening due to her nature.

"Jungwon, NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE HAVE YOU LISTENED TO ME. Do you even know when's my birthday? At least my favorite color? No. Because you were too obsessed with hating me for nothing. You know what I did, nothing, because I loved you, and still love you, dearly. But what you have done right now is fucking outrageous. When I was on my bad days, you weren't the one who looked at me, let alone care, but she, she did.-"

"But people have selfish motives noon-" I was cut off.

"LET ME SPEAK FOR GOD'S SAKE.-" Wonyoung noona was interrupted.

"Calm down, Wonyoun-" Mom was about to complete when...

"STOP IT MOM. JUST LET ME CLEAR EVERY FUCKING THING BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH MY MIND AND LIFE IS FUCKED UP BECAUSE OF YOUR SON. She is just a kid. Even younger than Jungwon. What right did you have to slap her? ARE YOU HER MOM? SISTER? RELATIVE? ANYONE MOM?" Noona asked looking straight into Mom's eyes.

"But she's the reaso-" Mom was cut off.

"SHE IS NOT THE FUCKING REASON I THOUGHT ABOUT KILLING MYSELF. NO. NEVER. I CAN'T EVEN GET OVER THE GUILT THAT I THOUGHT ABOUT HER LIKE THAT EVEN ONCE. That night, I wanted to see Dongwoo one last time before leaving so I went into his house and what I saw... He was fucking some girl, despite being underage. I could hear noises but then suddenly shouting came from the room. I peeked inside to see..."

FLASHBACK

Wonyoung

"HOW DARE YOU CHEAT ON MY NOONA LIKE THAT? YOU BASTARD, I AM ASHAMED OF HAVING A MONSTER LIKE YOU AS MY BROTHER!" Eunchae shouted at him. What the hell? He is her brother. Who's that girl he was talking to the other day in a love language?

"YOUR NOONA IS A BITCH-" Dongwoo shouted. What the fuck did he just say about me?

"DON'T YOU DARE!" Eunchae shouted.

"YES, I DARE! I'M ONLY DATING HER BECAUSE HER POPULARITY MAKES ME POPULAR. FOR FUCK'S SAKE SHE'S SO ANNOYING AND CLINGY. I DON'T LIKE HER AT ALL. YOU KNOW SHE SENT ME MESSAGES SAYING THAT SHE WOULD DIE BECAUSE I CHEATED ON HER WITH YOU. HAHA GOOD RIDDANCE. AT LEAST YOU ARE OF SOME USE. AND YEAH, THIS GIRL FUCKS BETTER. WONYOUNG DOESN'T EVEN LET ME KISS HER." Dongwoo lashed at her as I looked at them with tears in my eyes.

"She said that? SHE SAID THAT AND YOU FUCKING DIDN'T TELL ME. YOU DIDN'T EVEN CLEAR OUT I WAS YOUR SISTER? And who's this girl with you? Did you even take her consent?" Eunchae asked baffled.

"NO, I DIDN'T. WHY SHOULD I? SHE IS AWAKE, SHE ISN'T COMPLAINING." He uttered. Eunchae went towards the girl who lay on the bed looking lifeless. She held out her arm but the girl didn't move, she was crying but her mouth wasn't moving. Eunchae looked at Dongwoo with fire in her eyes.

"SHE ISN'T COMPLAINING 'CAUSE YOU FUCKING DRUGGED HER. WHAT DID YOU GIVE HER? RYNOPHOL?" She shouted again. I was shocked, someone who was just fifteen knew about all this. I don't even know what hell he brought upon her.

"Correct guess." He smirked. 

"You know what, I'm taking her with me." Eunchae said and was about to grab the girl's arm when she cried, 

"P-please- don(t) he has m(y) p-pic(ture)s."

and passed out. I controlled myself from screaming out of terror. Just then Eunchae was coming out of the door. I was so immersed in crying I didn't run away. Suddenly, she saw me. She glanced inside the room and words couldn't come out of her mouth. She managed a 'y-you heard?'

But, I didn't wait for her, how could I? I ran outside as she followed after me screaming 'unnie'. I wanted to stop but my guilt of not trusting her was eating me inside. I felt I was about to go insane. Rain poured and she still kept running after me. I wanted to cross the road so I went ahead looking back so that Eunchae wouldn't hurt herself. Then I felt a sharp pain in my legs and I blacked out.

FLASHBACK ENDS

"All these years... H-how? What? Why did I..." Jungwon stuttered.

It was too late, wasn't it?





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