MOTHERS ARE BACK Y'ALL. Tbh this song is way better than the title track and my Eunchae has gone back to her FEARLESS era with only 12 secs in EASY. Since we're talking about this, let's also share opinions about the explicit steps of SMART inappropriate for Eunchae.
I mean okay, although I think it's a bit weird for her to do that step but it's the viewer's mindset. The people saying that we should change our mindset are correct imo but the people backlashing HYBE for this are also correct, 'cause not many people change their mindset and Eunchae is a minor.
What do y'all think?
Jungwon
I didn't get drunk too much because I wasn't in the mood. Especially after seeing Eunchae with that weird guy. Oh, that makes me wonder, where is she right now? Oh-oh. I ran towards the area I saw them last but no one was there. I tried calling Eunchae but she didn't pick up. Strange. Fuck, is she alright? I ran across the place searching for her frantically. I stopped short in my tracks when I heard a scream. It was definitely not Eunchae but I should check it out. I slowly went toward the noise when I heard,
"You bitch, no one will come to save you here."
I swiftly took a bottle of alcohol from a nearby tray and made my way toward the voice. I peeked further to see Eunchae lying lifelessly on the ground and the sight made anger surge through my veins. Without thinking twice, I flung the glass bottle at the man's head, shattering it into pieces. Before I could make my way towards Eunchae, someone harshly grabbed my shoulder and kicked me in the shin. I don't think he knew I am a black belt in taekwondo. I took him down in five moves as he blacked out. I ran to Eunchae and she opened her eyes but they were red. I could see a hint of every possible emotion in those eyes, anguish, fear, and worst of all, hatred.
I tried to help her up but she held her hands in front of me and got up herself. She started rushing towards nowhere. All I could tell by looking at her was that she didn't know where she was going and needed time to accept what happened earlier. I observed her and followed after. Suddenly, she grabbed a bottle from the waiter who was taking it to a room and chugged half of it down until I snatched it from her hand.
"Yah! Are you crazy? Stop drinking so much." I shouted and snatched the bottle away.
"Jungwon, you don't understand. I'm in so much pain right now. Please go away." She cried.
"I'm not going anywhere leaving you like that. Tell me what is causing the pain." I asked.
"You- you- FUCKING HELL IT'S YOU! It's not physical it's mental pain. Why do you have to be so kind and mean at the same time? Why out of all people, YOU saved me? Why can't you just leave me in absolutely no hope that you are a nice person? Why do you always have to come back huh? Why do you do things that make me like you even more? You don't fucking understand how much I have been hurt by your words, from 9th grade till date you have blamed me for something I didn't do. A-and you know what the worst part is, I didn't even know that you thought this way. I liked you all those years but you just made my heart shatter into pieces every single time. I DISTANCE MYSELF FROM YOU BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO EXPERIENCE THAT FEELING EVER AGAIN. NEVER." She rambled at me. I didn't know what to do so I held her shoulders tightly but she shoved me away. I could see the same fear in her eyes I saw a while ago. I didn't grab her shoulders again in hopes of not reminding her bad moments and squeezed her hands as she cried.
"Shh. I'm here for you." I consoled.
"No, that's the problem. Don't be there, please. Why are you like this? Don't be kind. Please! Don't! No!" She stuttered as I embraced her in my arms. I didn't know I had hurt her this much. She started hitting my chest with her hands but I held her tight as she cried.
"I'm sorry. Please forgive me." I chanted until she went quiet and just sobbed in my embrace. I ran my hands through her hair but I could sense her reluctance to hug me back. I can understand. It would be an understatement if I said she was hurt. I felt surprised to find her sleeping while standing after a while. It must've been the alcohol.
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After I placed her carefully beside me in the taxi. I messaged everyone that I was taking Eunchae home early because she felt sick. I didn't want to worry them. I was lost in my track of thoughts when two hands snaked around my back and hugged me. Eunchae was hugging me for the first time but sadly, she thought I was her pillow. Just then I remembered something,
Didn't she say she liked me since 9th grade?
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