We Could Have So Much More

Chapter Nine

" Damn-"
" woah-"

Mr. Sharma is star stroked.
" You're getting better at Math, I see."
Joanna says with the worst facial expressions.

I blush. Because now math reminds me
Of Trevor.
He made it seem so easy.

For the first time in my life, after middle school, I'm liking maths.

" Well She's gonna express us this evening as well."

Gina interferes.
" Today our school is gonna display the movie."
Everyone starts clapping.
Like damn all I did was play basketball.

Gina does my hair for the premier.
" I can't wait!" She wheezes.
I'm so happy for her, she made her own movie.
" Also you are stunning those triceps." She compliments.
She insisted I wear this shoulder revealing long dress.
Not gonna lie, I love it.
And it's the perfect shade of black which makes it way better.

Gina is wearing this shirt golden dress that sticks to her body and she's just fabulous.

I make my outfit better with silver jewellery. A necklace and some bracelets and rings.
My hair is wavy and pretty.

The premier set is beautiful.
There's a huge TV screen and so many round tables with pretty white table cloths finished with a pink bow.
Obviously designed by Gina.

I seated at one of the tables, some aged ladies are asking me questions.
And of course they're judging me.
" Don't you think basketball is not very feminine?" One of them asks.
I sigh. I need to be respectful for the sake of Gina.

All the ladies chat on feminism since the mini movie is gonna start in like thirty minutes.

I feel something on my legs. I look below wide eyed.
I recognise Trevor's light brown hair.

What is he doing?

He slides something down and oh god he goes down on me. Shit.

I try to make a straight face. I breathe in an
axiomatic way. Before they look at me, I cover my mouth with my left hand. Elegantly of course.

He starts going harder which is making it complicated for me to act stable.
I try to pull his head away with my right hand.

I stand up so he stops.
The ladies look at me.
I wave at them and walk away.

Trevor catches up.
" You look beautiful." He says.
" You're a pervert." I roll my eyes. I try to act irked but this was to hilarious. I start laughing.
He laughs with me as well.

" The movie is gonna start at ten minutes, hurry up cast!" Gina interrupts us.

We walk to our reserved seats and I kind of feel proud of myself.

The movie starts with Trevor playing a guitar and then the main actress Bailey.
Trevor's guitar plays through out the whole movie.
Bailey, Whose character has no name, no character has a name or a role to speak.

She looks around the city searching for her talent.
My red dress dancing role was played by a girl named Veronica who did way better even though watching her on screen made me feel like a true failure.
I'm hardly in two scenes playing basketball but sitting here seems like accomplishment.

I know I wasn't really praised about how Trevor, Gina and Bailey were.
And Veronica was praised quite a lot as well.
There was an empty space that was filled by my basketball scenes and a piece broke watching Veronica.

I sit there looking and observing the place. Gina hugging Trevor and ... Kevin and Helen kissing.

I wonder does Trevor screw Gina aswell?