We Could Have So Much More

Chapter Eleven

It's been two days since.
She's been avoiding me completely in school.
I can't help but stare at her,
She's leaned to her locker with one foot stuck to it. Her arms are crossed and her head is turned to the book Claire is holding.
She nods every few seconds, so elegantly.

I feel a soft punch on my shoulder.
" Trevor?" Gina interrupts my staring.
I nervously chuckle. " Are you even listening?" She scolds me.
" We have a new movie to shoot."
She tells me. I nod.
She clicks her lips. " Show some emotional man." She smacks my chest.
Ember looks up and sees me.
Uhhh
I hold Gina and and and
I don't know what I did
But our lips meet.

I can hear Ember silently gasp.
Gina is wide eyed.
Ember walks away clearly in disgust.
Claire follows her.

" What the fuck was that for?" Gina pushes me.
" Just because we flirt at times doesn't mean you don't ask for CONSENT!"

" I'm sorry that was very messed up." I cringe so hard at myself.
" What was that even for?" She calms down a bit.
" It's not you- it's eh Ember."
The words just come out without intent like a bullet train.

Gina's anger turns into a grin.
" As long as you don't kiss me again, I ship." She claps like a jovial toddler.

" Doesn't matter." I groan, banging the back of my head to the locker.
She eyes me and her lips curl, she's expecting an answer.
" I confessed yesterday and it didn't work out." I shrug so she won't ask me anything further.

" Okay." Gina pauses, " We have history together."
She walks me to class and gets busy with her other friends.
My phone clicks, I take it out.
It's a text from Ember, 'When can I see you?'
Okay at least things are normal.

'After school, I'll take you to my dad's hotel.' I type with a little empty feeling in my chest.

' I'll reach there myself.' She responds.

"..."

".." This is awkward, She's in her purple strip bra, and her matching purple panties, her eye balls moving towards everywhere but to me.
I'm shirtless leaning to the wall, with one knee crossed to stare at.

She slides down and gets on top of me.
It just doesn't feel right.
I smack my lips while I force myself to hold her waist.
She's make a very disappointing face.
" What the fuck?" She irks, she gets up.
" I'm the one who should act like you!"

I love the fact she's bold but what? what the hell does that mean?

" The last time I checked I was the rejected one." I give back.

" You said you were in love with me and then made out with another girl today! God knows how many you've screwed!!" She yells.

" I kissed her I did not make out." I correct.

" Does that change anything?" She proves as she wears her top back.

" I kissed her to bother you cause apparently according to you, we're only sex partners SO WHY DO YOU CARE EMBER?"

" Because I don't want gonorrhoea asshole."

I gasp what is that? What the hell, is she lawyer or what?

I'm honestly speechless.
I'm never felt this awful after my sister's death so this shit is painful.
I feel like I'm about to cry.

And guess what I am sobbing. In front of a girl.

She breathes pitifully and a little guilty.

" Trevor I-" she stutters, " I apologise." Her hand freezes.

" I thought we could have so much more, I don't know I just fell In love." I sob, " You can't even think of me that way."
I get up and walk away while I wear my shirt.
" Why'd you even call me?" I mumble while she walks out the door.