i am unsure if i will be satisfied of this hunger until all is gone,
flickering out in a death like sequence.
and i have came close so many times but once is not enough;
according to whoever is watching over me
i was granted endless chances, and i spit them out ungratefully
maybe, it's all the ones before me:
the girls with the scream stuck in their chest,
one way ticket show to a hollow finale
a sliding door of love, lust, loss.
an expiration date from the night i was torn away
take a drink or die
it is the never ending fatality.
they all speak to me , do you want the misery?
i don't seek it out; now it's just a part of me.
seething up inside, just a fiend
and the boy i love stays right here
speaks of how he will never leave
i am the sacrifice in the end.
doesn't he know that's all i've ever been?
