Dangerously (A Kian Lawley Fan Fiction)

Chapter 19 - Apologies

-= Kian's POV =-

Alrighty, time for school.

I quickly throw on my clothes and get out of the car to grab my bag, guess I missed all the homework...oops.

I grab my backpack and stick some bread in the toaster...

Toast...

The memory comes fading back..

I take the bread out of the toaster and just throw it away, we can get a snack at school.

I bite my lip, shaking my head at the memory and head back outside where Andrea is patiently waiting in the car.

I smile at her, "Morning beautiful"

I lean in for a kiss but she turns her head...

"Babe what is it?"

"Kian..I was thinking..I think we should just stay friends for a little bit because you just got out of a deep relationship.. I don't want you regretting anything"

"Is this what you want?"

She nods and gives a slight smile.

"Okay, but only if you let me do this"

I lean in for a kiss one more time, but this time she kisses back.

We break away and I smile, "Well at least I feel better now"

She laughs, "Can we swing by my house so I can grab some new clothes and my stuff?"

"Yeah of course, we might be a little late but ill use the "there was traffic" excuse so they'll let us right in"

"Alrighty"

-= Jul's POV =-

I drag myself to school in sweatpants and Kian's T-shirt that I slept in all night.

I couldn't seem to take it off.

I arrive at school a bit early so I head to the bathroom to actually brush my hair.

All I did this morning was get up, brush my teeth, throw on some converse and leave.

I look in the bathroom mirror and see makeup pouring down my face.

I quickly wipe it off and just put on some waterproof mascara from my makeup bag I carry in my backpack.

Then I run a brush through my hair and end up sticking it in a messy bun, I am just not dealing with anything today.

I head to the door but I can't manage to go out...

Kian will see me wearing his shirt what's he gonna think is he gonna be sad is he gonna be mad oh my god I hope he's okay I hope he doesn't notice me oh my god!!!!!

All these thoughts race through my head as I fall to the floor and just cry.

What's Kian going to think of me!?

I'm just a cold heartless bitch oh my god

I hear the bell ring but I don't give a flying fuck.

I'll just use the "I'm on my period and my cramps hurt like crazy" excuse so I can go home early.

The nurses have learned the stomach excuse so now we have to come up with more creative ones.

About ten minutes have passed and I managed to move myself away from the door over to the sink area, just to be safe I won't be hit by the door.